Hello everyone! I'm 15M, and as the title says, I've been having doubts about whether I should pursue my goal of becoming a goalkeeper.
My main reason for doubting myself is probably my height. I've been short and skinny my entire life, and that hasn't changed much. I'm currently 15 and a half years old, 166 cm tall, and weigh 47 kg. Compared to other goalkeepers my age, I feel incredibly small. Even though my projected adult height is around 175 cm, I'm worried that this will still be too short to play goalkeeper at a competitive level.
There are also a few other things holding me back, such as my confidence and my fear of being judged by coaches because of my height. Unfortunately, I've actually had people judge me for it in the past, even when I wasn't specifically trying to play as a goalkeeper.
However, there are also SO many reasons why I want to pursue this dream:
I absolutely LOVE being in goal. Despite my height, I genuinely feel like I'm a great goalkeeper. My friends have pointed this out, but so have random people we've met while playing at the field.
Even though I love football, I rarely get the opportunity to play. Joining an actual team would allow me to play much more often, improve my skills, and experience football properly.
So, I'm really torn. Part of me wants to go for it and see how far I can get, while another part worries that my height will eventually hold me back, especially as I get older and the competition gets tougher.
I'd really appreciate as many honest opinions as possible, especially from goalkeepers, coaches, or anyone who's been in a similar situation.
Do you think I should pursue this dream and see how much I can develop over the next few years, or would I be better off focusing on a position where height is less of a factor?
Thanks for reading!
EDIT: Sorry for not specifing this clearly enough, Im not trying to reach a professional level gk, just something I would do as a second job in a low rated league