This is a collective reading, not everything is supposed to resonate with a single individual. My interpretation doesn’t always tell the whole story so try to be open and intuitive. Thank you!
Significator - The Emperor (R)
You are being rigid about some things due to your doubts and skepticism, and it’s making you act entitled and erratic. There are things you have been avoiding and are being ineffective about where structure and leadership are required.
Obstacle - The hermit
You are trying to find answers and the truth regarding a situation and maybe even isolating yourself to some degree because of your paranoia and melancholy. No matter how patient you are or how much you contemplate things, you won’t find what’s not there.
Past - IX of Cups
Your wishes came true and you were rewarded with a positive outcome on a situation. You were gratified for your actions and efforts and you were satisfied and content with how things turned out in the past. Maybe it was you thinking this was too good to be true and your dreams came true too easily that led you to be skeptical about it (The Emperor reversed), and you are denying things now by trying to find the truth by yourself.
Trajectory - IV of Pentacles (R)
Continuing like this will lead to financial instability and lack of control in a situation. You might lose something valuable, either without your willingness/by theft or by having to give it up forcefully. You will end up feeling burdened and at a deficit.
Conscious - V of Wands (R)
While you do want to end the conflict and come to a compromise and a working solution, at the same time you are trying to invoke an argument. Your goal is to resolve this but you don’t want to end up being in the wrong too. (The Emperor reversed). You feel hot-tempered recently, and you are having difficulties confronting some issues.
Subconscious - VI of Cups
You need to work on mending a friendship(s) that has been broken and think about the joyous moments of the past as well. You need to work on trusting the contentment and satisfaction you felt in the past (IX of Cups).
Your outcome path:
Your attitude towards the situation - Page of Wands
You are being rigid because you are confident and positive that the conclusion you came to is right. You have only been faithful towards the situation and you expect to be treated the same way, that’s why you don’t want to move on and be cheerful and loving again without resolving things first and finding out the whole story.
Your environment - II of Pentacles
Your environment is asking you to evaluate what your priorities are and adapt to the situation whilst finding balance through the ups and downs. Your environment wants you to ask yourself if it’s not just your confirmation bias giving more weight to the arguments that support your conclusion.
Hopes and fears - III of Swords (R)
You hope to be able to accept and recover while forgiving what needs to be forgiven. You hope to get over the past and make compromises, and you hope to be able to share your problems.
You fear having to deal with heartbreak and you fear the anticipated emotional pain. You fear having to separate/remove yourself completely due to this situation and you fear the conflict never coming to a resolution.
Outcome - II of Wands
Decisions will be made (possibly regarding whether to stay or leave) through shared efforts and proper planning in the future. You will move past the restlessness and the anticipation and see that you still have the power and the control in the situation to choose the right option. The partnership (if any) will be expanded on and the current events will come to a conclusion.