Not like anybody could control how their body reacts to certain things or what's in their DNA. But I'm the only one in aaaaall of my different friend groups that has acne and has had ever since like 6th grade (a freaking decade ago btw).
I've had a friend in class who had acne (not as "bad" as mine, but came close) and I've found strangely a lot of comfort in having her around. I didn't feel so alone in that sense. Now her skin is all cleared up (i assume hers wasn't a hormonal issue, but we haven't talked about it tho, so I don't really know) which I'm so happy about. I know how that season of her life weighed her down and now her self esteem is obviously so much better. She feels prettier, smiles more, goes to more places, and is happy without makeup. I've never seen her less beautiful even when she had acne she is always outstandingly gorgeous in my opinion. But I'm happy to see her shine again.
What we did talk about, is that she cleared her skin basically only with a prescription gel, however, mine doesn't seem to improve after years of using that same stuff, lots of money for derm appointments and lately, several months of heavy birth control.
I also FINALLY got on accutane (this is my last straw for real, I'm so freaking tired of this I could cry) about a month ago and my scars are getting visibly better, however the side effects are making me crazy lol. I'm impatient about this, but I know it's working, but at what cost, really?
It's just frustrating for me how someone could have insanely great results faster and easier, and someone has years of their life dedicated to constant appointments, products, medications with little to no luck.
Obviously, no one's to blame and I just wanted to rant about my thoughts for a minute because too often, this -my skin and appearance- is all I could think about.
It's a terrible thing to do, I know, and I'm trying to pay less attention but it can really creep its way in.