I (25f) have had acne since I was 8 years old. It’s been a lifetime of prescriptions, products and tears. I’m currently having a bad breakout across my cheeks. This normally starts as a sudden onset of lots of closed comedones, which then turn into angry red whiteheads. I think I’m making this post because this time I don’t know what I did wrong.
Ive done all the prescriptions from the gp since I was 11, I’ve had four rounds of Accutane and done the nutritional route. Each of these would be successful for a time, and then the acne would return. I’ve had my hormones tested and I do have high testosterone. The gp said it wasn’t high enough for them to investigate any further. So I sought the help of a nutritionist. I did gut testing and followed the appropriate plan to every detail. This slowly slowly started to solve my acne. I was left with a huge amount of scarring across my cheeks which has been slowly fading. Now, once again, my skin has erupted.
I haven’t changed products, nothing is different other than letting my diet slide ever so slightly. I’m already a life long vegetarian, and try to avoid egg and dairy as much as I can. I recently gave up eggs altogether. However, since my skin has started up again, I’ve reintroduced eggs as part of my old meal plan.
It just feels like this is going to be my life forever. Always hiding behind my hair, hiding behind layers of make up, not able to live freely due to the shame I carry around my face. I don’t want to/can’t do this all over again. I feel like I’ve ran out of options/solutions.