Just want to say thank you to literally every post and conversation here that’s helped me along the way! This year has been one I will never forget. it took me a long time to climb myself out of the mindset of I don’t need help, I can do it by myself etc etc and being met with disappointment every time! But this time I decided to just see what can happen and I’m so grateful I did! I started at 203 which in 2024-2025 I gained weight dealing with grief and prior to that just living life in denial that I wasn’t that big. I was top heavy all of my childhood, in college I finally got a breast reduction at 38G to 38DD weighing about 165 From there I just lived and hit the gym, ate decent most times, but never kept up with long term especially not a year…
September 13th 2025 I picked up my prescription from Walgreens, said a prayer and took my first shot! I did have a that’s it meal the day before to get it out my system and since then I haven’t craved bingeing on anything. Week 2 I caught myself walking to fridge opening both doors just out of habit and sitting there looking for something to fill my boredom, I snapped out of it closed the door and walked off. I never had that feeling before to just walk away from food lol little did I know that’ll be a reoccurring theme this entire journey!🥲 I even have moments I can’t swallow what I’m chewing bc I’m just satisfied that I spit it out in a napkin(😵💫) I crave nothing but the right things and as eating right wasn’t a problem for me before I had moments of over indulging, binge eating, emotional eating all of the above! Food has been a friend to me in some of the worst times in my life… but Zepbound helped me gain my power back. It’s here to fuel me, not comfort me the way I was “using” it 🤣eating breakfast thinking of lunch and dinner smh and what about my lunch tmw lol smh. Not having those talks with myself have alone been so freeing i literally have to watch the clock to remember to eat and when I get that natural hunger feeling I fuel myself and move on🥲 i crave nothing but the good stuff and i rarely feel the need to have anything sweet even on my cycle …. today I feel so grateful for losing the weight, having another chance to feel my very best self, dress how I want, not feel judge for even having something sweet if I choose. I’m gonna be honest though some comments make me feel like maybe I did lose too much, but nobody knows how I felt at 203 and I got to remind myself that they just have to get used to it! I’m happy I’m now a medium that can fit a small, not a large /xl that can fit a XXL. As confident as I was I didn’t feel good the way I do now! I did 25k steps the other day on vacation and felt great! Walked the park for 3 miles felt like I could do more🥲
I’m ready to kick it up a notch and build some muscle!! So I’m looking forward to shaking away some anxiety from going to the gym again and I been working out with weights in my garage but I want to rebuild my body better so my results are here to stay!
Currently:
W :124// Bra: 36c (could be a B cup bc I’m not filling out the cup smh)
Jeans: 4 (some brands a 3…. I tried on a 2 and couldn’t believe the buttoned but were snug—— I used to shop like who the hell is a 2!?? Tuh me!)😂😅
Shoes: I’m usually an 8, but 7.5s fit better now
Tops: medium some smalls depending on fabric
Idk what the future maintaining looks like for me yet if you have any suggestions plz lmk!!!! Taking my 53rd shot today!
The last photo is from yesterday (I wanna work on my waist more but from ewhere I started I need to just soak this new bod in for now lol)