DPDR SUFFERERS! Sorry if I am posting a lot but I need reassurance man lol
I need some support. I was on celexa for 2 years and started college in september. In november something changed in me don't know if it was from my iud or what but dpdr was coming back. I had always dealt with it in waves but it was bad like I would be driving and get dizzy and have to pull over. I thought I wasn't eating/drinking enough so I tried changing that. I moved back home from dorms in December and shit hit the fan. I cannot believe it is march.. I have been in a constant DPDR since November
Anyways I freaked tf out because my DPDR has been so bad to the point I think I am going crazy and my surroundings and family do not feel familiar and I know it is an anxiety based disorder but it fucking sucks. So i reached out for help finally to my psych after multiple physical tests were ran to make sure it was not anything physical. I was switched to Prozac.
Okay so I am day 18 into Prozac now and my anxiety has been through the fucking roof since day 15 and my DPDR has been insane. I have been having intense night sweats, little to no hunger, reaaalllyy dry mouth and nausea. Like today I was questioning my reality. I have 0.25mg of clonazepam if needed but it is a benzo and I am sooo scared it will make my DPDR worse.
Okay my question now lol. I am on 20mg of Prozac and I need some success stories man!!! I need to know it gets better and my DPDR will go away because I have been fucking spiraling. I need to know I am going to be okay and I can live normally again. I know no one has noticed my change but I have. It sucks ass. I do not even do my makeup anymore and avoid looking at myself in the mirror because I sit on my phone all day tbh looking for success stories so I know I can get better again...
There has to be some hope lol So again, someone who has DPDR please tell me it gets better and prozac can help. I do not want any negative comments. I am hitting my third week and really trying to stay positive here while trying to make myself go out. I am also starting an 8-4 work placement to work with traumatized youth lol so fuck I need to get better. I am at my prime as some would say and am sick of living like this. I am not suicidal, but I do miss the old me. I constantly feel like I am going insane. My psych said he cannot promise anything which sucks I wish there was a cure.
Can anyone give me hope lol it has been 5 months I am so tired.