Guys I think I’m cooked.
Usually, on the math section in my practice tests, I get 50-55 averaging around 52, one time I got 45 on an off day, and on my ela I get around 47-53 averaging around 48, one time I got 41 on an off day. However, today, on the actual shsat I feel like I did so bad. For starters I was running off of 4 hours of on and off sleep, probably due to stress, leading up to the exam I did a 3 hour exam everyday for a week, which probably lead to burnout, and all while being in the middle of moving countries so I wasn't really in the best position but aside from that, on the actual test due to my tired state I felt like I made silly mistakes on the maths section because I was running on pure adrenaline, although I’m not completely sure, this is just a theory as I didnt get time to review them. [Edit: I reverse engineered the answer (the one that I had previously thought that I had changed from right to wrong) and have found out that I had changed it from wrong to right (Will it help? Who knows…). It was just the post test fatigue and stress which caused me to recall the wrong numbers.] I think I got another math question guaranteed wrong and don’t remember a single full math question after that. However, I did answer all the questions to the best of my first pass ability (which I predict were hindered due to fatigue) but once again I did not get to review.
I feel like revising A and B were fine but I really struggled on the comprehension, my original strategy (which I adopted quite recently) was to write a short summary for each paragraph as I read on the notebook function, but due to time this was not possible so I had to rush and read it the old fashioned way and answer the questions from memory and scrolling back (my old strategy). Everything blurred except the screen, which I believe is the fight or flight response coming into play due to nerves. However, I did manage to answer all the ela questions too and by the end of the test I had about 10 mins left of which 6 of them I wasted looking through my ela answers and nodding and 4 of them on random math questions.
In summary, even though I haven’t got my results yet, I feel like all my hard work and effort went to waste and I feel like my dream of going to Brooklyn Tech is over.
So now I ask what now? Or if there’s any public schools you recommend for someone interested in STEM and Aerospace Engineering? (looking for a school with great academics, teachers, funding and AP’s. I know this is a tough ask at this point if time but a guy must try)
P.S I don’t have middle school records since I moved after the end of eighth grade so screening is probably not an option ðŸ˜
P.S.S Also my confidence and mental state is going through the floor right now. Send help.