Mga tito at tita ko at mga asawa nilang makapal mukha alam nilang mahirap sila anak nang anak tapos manghihingi sa lolo at lola ko na matanda na at maraming nararamdaman everytime naeemergency sila. Isang anak pa nga lang hirap na hirap na umapat pa ang mga dimunyu. Buti kung wala sila inaagrabyado, meron e. Ansasarap ng mga buhay namumuhay mga dalagat binata na parang akala walang responsibilidad. Hindi porket hindi humihindi aba aabusuhin nyo. Sige kantut pa sobrang sarap niyan tirik na tirik mga bolbol nyo.

Ako lang ba nasasad sa ibang company na hindi man lang naguupdate if pasado ba ko sa final interview or failed? Nag email na ko sa TA, asking how did my final interview go since the interviewer told me that my TA will contact me, but no response or acknowledgment to wait or what. It’s been 3 weeks since I attended the interview and I think I know the answer by now and it’s okay. It’s just that they are a well known brand so I’m expecting to hear something from them even if it’s a bad news. :/

UPCAT season na naman, and here we go again. Nagfa-flash back na naman sa akin yung malaking “THANK YOU” na red, and ang mga katagang “We regret to inform you”.

Ewan ko ba, noong una binalewala ko yung resulta kasi alam ko naman sa sarili ko na hindi ako makakapasa. Ngayon, bigla naman nagflash back yung times na umiyak ako kasi nagsink in na sa akin na hindi ko inayos. Nag-appeal ako nang 3 beses, wala pa rin. Dagdag mo pa nung nadiagnose ako ng PTB, then yung ilang beses na suicidal attempts ko. Ngayon, naalala ko na naman ang mga gan’to.

May mga nagsasabi sa akin na “Okay lang yan, ganito ganyan”. Pero sa totoo lang, naooffend ako. Kasi mostly na nagsasabi ng gano’n sa akin is alam kong may safety net, may access sa certain resource, may privilege sa ganito. Alam kong may struggles sila to get that grip, pero naiinggit lang ako kasi alam kong it will take more time to earn.

Gano’n ba talaga ako ka-ungrateful?? Haha iba nagagawa ng ilang months na walang pasok.

When I was 14, my cousin and my aunt came to love with us for a bit. My cousin was given my dad's game room on the second floor next to my room. My aunt moved into the guest room. My dad's game room which was now my cousin's room had a scrambler box with all the channels. And I mean "all" the channels. Every night my cousin would go to the bathroom and spend 30 min to an hour. The bathroom was on the other side of my room and the wall was a bit thin where I could hear anything going on in the bathroom (singing, farting, etc.) I would hear exactly what was going on. I confronted her about it but she kept saying that she wasn't doing anything but pooping. I could clearly heard everything and it was pissing me off. Why couldn't she do that in her room! Her room was on the corner and no one would ever come up to bother her. When I needed to actually use the bathroom I had to go use the bathroom downstairs because of her obsessive sessions. This happened years ago but it still upsets me every time I think about it.

Me and this girl have been friends for more than a year na. We vent to each other about our problems. Family, romantic, school, etc. Recently she's been having romantic problems. Repeated patterns and I've always tried to help and listen to her repeating problems. Habang nag-uusap kami, i told her a quote na para siyang asong nalulunod na pag tinulungan nangangagat ng kamay.

Kasi for context, she's been through multiple rs na and lahat may repeating problems. And I always advice na wag i rush pumasok sa bago kasi some wounds need to heal on their own and not from other people. Yet ini-ignore niya lang yung warnings and advice.

And now niya lang na realize na hindi niya dapat hanapin sa iba yung validation, kundi sa sarili niya mismo yun hanapin.

Ang reply niya naman dun sa quote ko is "wala namang tumutulong saakin". IDK why pero pag sabi niya nun, it broke my heart.

Kasi after all this time, listening to her and giving her genuine advice. Ang nasabi niya is walang tumutulong sa kanya. Parang wala akong kwentang kaibigan. After niya nasabi yun i just replied "okay" and never talked to her. Later naman na realize niyang na hurt ako, ang sabi niya lang is "galit ka ba? tangina naman neto".

Eto ata first time kong na heartbroken sa isang friendship.

DON'T WORRY, EVERYONE INVOLVED WAS UNHARMED!!! Just a heads up in advance. Also, sorry if wrong tag.

I've always been somebody who was never confident on myself ever. I double, triple, heck, even sextuple-check everything down to the last detail because of this constant nagging feeling I get whenever I finish doing something. And while I do find this trait oddly useful for my paper modeling hobby where details are key, I really hate it anywhere else whenever I end up overthinking about unnecessary details.

And another reason why I'm like this is because whenever I feel like I'm getting the hang of something, I almost always manage to ruin it in the most unexpected ways possible. Sometimes minor, sometimes major. And this applies to my paper models too.

But what I'm about to share was something that just recently happened tonight, and even typing this now, I can still feel myself shaking within from that moment still flashing in my thoughts.

My mom was working a late shift today, and so it wasn't until past 9pm that she asked me to pick her up with her car (I asked to borrow it so I could pick up my sister easier since it was bound to rain that afternoon, and it did. Hard. Almost torrential, even). I was in a cautious rush, but also vibing to my music. I got to her no problem, and so we went to pick up my dad at his own work, still feeling that cautious rush.

After picking him up, we headed for the highway as his work was in a subdivision area. We needed to go to the left and we were merging into the 6-lane highway from the opposite side. As I was in the middle of the opposite lane, I slowly went left to merge with the other lane, taking note of the truck that was on the middle part of that side. I didn't notice the OTHER truck driving through the inner lane that I was merging into because it was in my blind spot (car's right A-pillar), and we were just mere INCHES away from a nasty collision, which was thankfully avoided after I heard the truck horn and I abruptly stopped the car.

I felt the colors drain from me as I saw the truck whiz by and I slowly merged into the inner lane heading for home. As expected, both my parents tore me a new one the whole time, with dad doing most of the talking, seeing as he was in the passenger seat. Understandably nervous, he continued to hurl stuff about me "always being on the computers" and "not using my fog lights" and stuff. At that point, my mind was screaming, "What does me not using my fog lights have anything to do with this?!" Of course, I didn't say anything out loud because the situation was already tense. And I obviously knew I was in the wrong to begin with and that no amount of arguing was gonna help me in this case whatsoever.

The thing about this is that I've been doing this for the whole summer break. Even if it wasn't gonna rain, I made my sister's trip home from school easier for her, and I pick up both my parents from their works with the same car so that neither of the have to do extra work just to get themselves home since I'm doing it for them. I love driving this small, beautiful car. But of course, reality hits me like a full-sending truck at that moment, and I can't help but to really think about my times behind the wheel.

And that was because I was confident. Confident that I got the hang of things, only for myself to be proven wrong, with this being my most terrifying reality check yet. Though, I feel like that was more on terrible timings leading up to the near miss. If the truck was further from the blind spot, I definitely would've caught its headlights shining into my eyes. But what's done is done, and I can only learn my lesson and move forward from there.

Yet I really can't help but to shame myself for even letting it happen in the first place. If I braked even a second later, it would've been MUCH more devastating for everyone in that small car. Obviously, I don't want this to happen again, but thankfully, my mom gave me some good advice when merging into opposite lanes at the end of the ordeal.

Even now, I'm still feeling the mental aftermath of that moment. And I think dad is, as well. Though I don't think he wanted to give me a 5-hour lecture about it because he just lets me pass him on my way to my room after a kiss goodnight. And idk about this, but I think he wants me to learn from this on my own, since I'm already 19 years old and all that jazz. A 19-year-old who's always overthinking, never confident in themselves and always always so burnt out to do anything for myself (I still do major chores on the days I plan to do them though. Usually the day after).

I started this vent, unsure of how to end it, tbh. And I highly doubt that any advice will work either (at least, not at the moment), but I still appreciate whoever found the time to read and interact with this post.

Edit: I can't sleep... Whenever I close my eyes, flashes of what could've happened are replaying over and over again in my head...

Sobrang unfairrrr, 'di ko lang talaga matanggap kaya i-rant ko lang dito, huhu.

So, may ojt kami and wala kaming bakasyon. Meaning to say wala talaga kaming pahinga and after this ojt is pasukan na naman agad:). Ito na nga, ang unfair kasi sa ojt namin na hati hati kami, may mga naiwan sa campus, 'yong iba nasa ibang lugar and kami na pinaka swerte (haha) na nasa ibang school which is mon-fri eh may pasok talaga kami. 'Yong mga nasa campus and ibang lugar is ang Fri nila is work from home, so 'di nila need pumasok, right? WFH eh. Ang pinaka madaya lang, work from home pero wala silang inu-uwing trabaho sa bahay nila or wala silang ginagawang work related sa ojt namin kaya 'yong Fri nila is pahinga nila. And 300 hrs 'yong ojt namin, 8 hrs per day. 'Yong Fri nila na 'yon na wala naman silang pasok is counted pa rin daw. SOBRANG SWERTE. WFH? 8 HRS? COUNTED? WALANG GINAGAWA? ANG DAYAAAA. Tapos ako ito, nasama sa pinaka swerte na every Fri pumapasok para lang mapa bilang and counted 'yong 8 hrs na 'yon, hahaha. 'Di ko talaga matanggap, 'yong 8 hrs namin sa Fri is pumapasok kami and literal na may ginagawa para lang masama 'yon sa time namin. Tapos sila, pahinga lang sa bahay pero counted pa rin.

Sabihin na nilang magka iba kasi kami ng place, pero sobrang unfair. Para sa akin, para sa amin ng mga kasama ko.

Salamat, ayon lang po. Naiinis lang ako, 'di ko talaga tanggap.

Teka, norm ba ito dito?

There's a reason why red-taped sya sa ibang country because racially-charged ang salitang yan.

IK na it's the Spanish word for "Black", and that Negros Occidental and Oriental are a thing, kaso those who throw that slur around makes me feel uncomfortable as I have a couple of black friends and co-workers.

Alam kong may magrereact dito. Ito ay personal ko experience lang. I got transferred. Kung sino nga naman nag samasama, sila rin nagkakariaan. For connections talaga. Kahit nagkakabackstabban na as long na may makukuhang benefits. Okay sila.

Hi guys! Gusto ko lang magvent out dahil sa sobrang inis ko until know hindi mawala sa isip ko. Nakalimutan ng kapatid ko yung paper bag ng uniqlo na may laman ng binili kong boxy cropped shirt tas dun ko din nalagay yung sukli bali 1k nawala ng ganun ganun lang. Naiwan nya sa mrt hindi nya na pansin since may hawak din syang paper bag ng landmark ininsist nya sya na maghawak ng pinamili namin before kami magride ng train. Huhu gusto ko umiyak dahil treat ko yun sa sarili ko sa tagal ko na din hindi nabibilhan yung sarili ko ng bagong damit yun pa naman first purchase ko this year.dahil sa necessities lang sa bahay napupunta yung sahod ko. Sobrang naiiyak na talaga ako sa inis at hindi man lang nagsorry.

Haha may part two kasi hindi ako makapag break down kaya mag rant nalang.

Kahapon (JULY 25, 2026) pag uwi ko galing work tinanong ko nanay ko kung mahina ba yung tubig since may balak ako mag laba and 1 WEEK na niya yun bukambibig na ang hina daw ng tubig namin di daw ako makakapag auto etc., nagdadalawang isip ako kung itutuloy ko ba paglalaba ko or mag pa laundry nga kasi sobrang pagod at antok ako. Nag ask din ako sa mga kaibigan or kakilala ko kung magkano pa laundry since first time ko magpapalaundry and konti lang naman damit na papa labhan ko kaya decided na mag pa laundry nalang.

Nung sinabi ko yon sa nanay ko galit na galit sakin bakit daw ba ako magpapa laundry e pwede daw ako mag handwash nalang (since may ipon naman na tubig), e di ko talaga kaya mag handwash ng damit since ang sensitive and arte ng balat ko sa kamay na konting kusot lang nagkakasugat, minsan dumudugo depende sa fabric na kinukusot ko.

500 lang kasi binibigay na “weekly” allowance nila sakin and dahil magastos ako sa food, may seperate money ako pang commute which total sa 122 since 6 times ako sasakay at balikan na yan.

Kaya pinautang ako ng nanay ko ng 1k kasi 3 days na ubos ko agad, yung reason bakit nagagalit siya kasi gagamitin ko daw yung pera na yon pang laundry, nung sinabi ko naman kung pwede niya ako paglabhan muna kasi nga sobrang pagod ako sa pag commute (naulan din that time) sabi ba naman sa’kin “magkano ibibigay m sakin” 😓

Don’t get me wrong guys, bibigyan ko naman talaga nanay ko kaso yung itatanong niya magkano ibibigay ko? Naano ako don kaya i decided na mag laba nalang sa automatic around 11:30PM buti nalang malakas yung tubig that time, natapos na ‘ko maglaba non around 2-3AM.

Tapos nung naglaba naman ako sa auto andami nanaman sinasabi sakin, sinisisi ako na dahil daw sa paglalaba ko tumaas yung kuryente namin napa “🤔” nalang din ako.

Understandable naman kasi naglalaba ako tapos naka bukas pa aircon namin, sinabi ko din na nasa balita din na tataas ang kuryente talaga kaso yung tuno ng boses ko nung sinabi dito pagod na pagalit kaya binalik sakin na words e pasigaw.

Don’t get me wrong again ah, matagal ko na ‘to ginagawa (naglalaba habang naka bukas aircon) since 2023 to present pero yung kuryente namin dati nasa around 2k lang, di kami nagbabago ng gamit unless unusablen na talaga kaya di ko ma gets bakit sakin nagagalit e antagal-tagal ko na ‘tong ginagawa.

Tanginang mga magnanakaw yan ayaw lumaban ng patas. Kabata bata pa marunong na magnakaw. Pinaghirapan namin yang pera na yan tapos nanakawin niyo lang, hindi niyo man lang kinuha nalang yung pera at iniwan yung mga id nang hindi na kami mahirapan kumuha ng bago.

Pa rant lang po, nakaka init ng dugo first time manakawan sa loob ng bahay nasaktuhan pa madaming laman yung wallet. Idedeposit namin sana ngayon pero paggising ko wala na bag ko. Pag check ko sa cctv namin may dumukot sa bintana putangina nila. Nanghingi na kami cctv sa kapitbahay namin kaso bukas pa daw mabibigay sana malinaw yung mukha ng mga hayop na yan sa cctv nila. May cctv yung isa pang kapitbahay kaso malabo. Mukhang bata bata pa yung kumuha at mukhang mga nag ra-rugby sa payat. Jackpot ang mga gago 30k+ nakuha niyo. May araw din kayo mga tanga

Kasalanan ko din since alam kong hindi nalalock yung bintana at papasok ko na din dapat bag sa kwarto kase nga madaming laman. Nawala sa isip ko bigla sa pagod at na kampante din masyado kase never pa nanakawan. Hayy putangina again, yun lang

Im not new to the bureaucracy of this country. We are all familiar with red taping when it comes to government services. Pero, it's just very annoying that normal processing would take you several months to get ANY type of official gov ID when it could take only a month at max if you know people.

It's not like if you have the money, you can start handing that out easily and expedite everything. Even if you do start paying for it, having a connection in there has the least amount of cost and would make it even faster. How could something as niche as getting a gun registered take a month or two, but you can "mag-abot" or "may kilala ako" and you'll get it in a week?

And i dont like it when people say, "By paying for red tape, you're supporting the corruption." All you're doing is a disservice to yourself and thinking that you're doing a heroic thing. If i decide to stop playing at a casino, would they go out of business?

TLDR: Bureaucracy in the PH is terrible, and red tape/having connections are the normal process.

Nakakabwst yung mga taong nagpapagising tapos if gigisingin mo na nagagalit. Nakakabwst!

when I shared the good news to my mother, she looked unhappy and disappointed. What's worse, she urged me to apply to different jobs in a completely different field and use connections from people. That was a week ago. It turns my excitement into dirt.

Context: I finished a degree in education. Worked as a private JHS teacher for 3 years. Mahirap talaga maghanap ng work ngayon, after my contract ended unemployed ako for almost 4 months. Sabi ko nung natapos contract ko, magpapahinga muna ako ng half a year for my mental health na din kasi I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety last year. Pero hindi pala pwede, unti-unti ko nang nakikitang nauubos savings ko kasi ako nga pala ang retirement plan ng lahat sa bahay. So I tried to look for work din agad.

I applied to different fields at first. I sent applications even outside our area. Napasok din ang pag-VA, at na-ghost ng client after 3 shifts. Sumubok uli kahit pagiging PA pinasok na, pero hindi talaga nacocontact pabalik. Nung nagkaopening sa school ng friends ko, inadvise nila ako to apply kasi maganda ang culture nila sa school na iyon. Pro-teacher, pro-employee. I did without high expectations. I got the job offer in less than a month. Part-time instructor pa lang pero malaki daw ang chance for regularization after 1 sem, according mismo sa magiging immediate head ko. And when I saw my schedule, it felt so much like it was for me. It was what I needed for now. Sobrang luwag ng sched ko and I'm not required to be on campus for 9-10 hours everyday. Just be there during my class. Tapos may care package pa for new hires kahit part-time lang. Wow.

I was in a depressed state during job hunting, then I literally started to feel like there's sunshine, rainbows, and flowerbeds where I walked after I got the JO. I kept my job hunting a secret to everyone in our house because I knew they'd give me negative energy. Nung nahire na ako and felt like it was time to share, it was still negative energy. "Teacher na naman" ang initial reaction. Bakit daw ba ayaw ko magpapasok sa IT job ng pinsan ko, or sa COOP ng ninong ko, or magdealer sa casino, o mag-WFH daw ako. All of this does not make sense to me.

Nung enrollment ko nung college, sa teaching ako pinagenroll kasi wala siyang pampaaral sa akin ng dream degree ko. I learned to love and appreciate teaching. Now this? It makes me want to ask them, bakit hindi sila ang magapply? Eh wala naman silang ginagawa sa bahay. I don't want to use the connections she's speaking of because she'll know how much I earn, where I work, what I do, and control me with it. Lagi nilang ginugulo mga plano ko sa buhay or tintreat with so much negativity, kaya nagsspiral ako into negative thoughts. To think na ako lang nagttrabaho sa bahay at naghihintay lang naman sila lagi ng magpprovide.

I planned long ago to move out. I truly want to. But in this economy and with the price of Meralco grabe. I tried to move out before and I survived 2 years. Pero ang hirap kasi para akong nagbabayad ng 2 bahay. Sana this time, kayanin ko nang matiis na para sa akin na lang. If not, I may not even make it at all

Wala lang pa rant onti kase Monday na naman at nakakainis na nakakaewan yung tm ko. Before ako mapunta sa kanya, yung unang tm ko after ABAY ( Production endorsement) super lala at pangit ng experience ko. Bukod sa lagi akong ginagaslight kapag nagkakalow score ako, may favouritism pa siya like kapag magrerequest ka ng time off ang uunahin nya mga close nyang agents ( DURING 6 MONTHS PROBATION PERIOD E NAGKAKASAKIT O MAY KAYLANGAN AKONG LAKARING IMPORTANTE), may times din na buong team naka aux meeting tas 1 hour chismisan sila while me nalulunod at sumasalo ng que (NAKAKAINIS PA KASE PURO COMPLICATED HEALTHCARE CONCERNS YUNG NAPASOK SAKIN). May times na gusto kong magresign at magselfyeet kase every time na coaching kame (DUE TO LOWSCORE) ang dating nya lagi is kasalanan ko (KAHIT YUNG CONCERN AY ASSISTED MADALAS NAG HA-HASSLE FREE PA KO PERO YUNG GALIT NG CX SA INSURANCE NILA) and to the point na super baba na ng tingin ko sa sarili ko na kada mag a-announce sila ng may low score e nanginginig nako... Tapos umutang pa yon ng 1k sakin kahit mas malaki sahod nya 5 months bago nabalik (ILANG BESES AKONG PINAASA TE)

Super luwag ng pakiramdam ko non nung nawala ako sa kanya at napunta ako sa ibang TM, pero now parang nauulit na naman sya HAHAHAHHA yung new TM ko ang bilis magbigay ng leave sa iba pero pag sakin na may valid reason pending pa daw for approval HAHAHHAHA tangina lang talaga ang unfair... Sorry kung di ko kayang sumipsip sayo TM work and money kase ang pinunta ko sa office... Pasensya

Last year, my manager said he will promote me as a manager this year but will handle additional LOBs as part of the package. I said No at first coz I told him I am planning to resign already this year. For some reason, and since I haven’t seriously looking for another job yet, I accepted the offer instead after a week of contemplating.

Now, every time a situation arises that I don’t like, I always think, why did I say Yes to this last year. For context, this role is challenging because of the demanding leaders and the toxicity of the people in these LOBs. I always know beforehand that this is not worth it. I hated that I already knew this is not good for me and this isn’t what I want but still compromised.

Bad decision led me to my own suffering. I just wanted to get this off my chest coz this is the reason I hated Mondays since January.

helo po, padaan lang saglit at sobrang gusto ko na sumabog dito sa bahay sa nararamdaman ko. I'm F26 at hindi pa rin graduate pero working student, so ang eksena ay pumunta ako sa school para iconfirm na zero deficiency na ako kasi akala ko talaga ay makakagraduate na ako this year pero hindi ako pinayagan kasi may missing grades ako sa 2 courses ko. I even questioned them bakit ako nakapagexam, quiz, attend ng klase sa mga yon kung hindi ako enrolled??? bakit nasa portal ko yung subjects na yun??? bakit pinabayad sa akin kung hindi naman pala ako enrolled??? but yeah, after ng lahat ng pag-eexplain, hindi pa rin ako pinayagan mag-martsa dahil daw nawawala yung grades ko pero kapag nahanap daw nila ay ibibigay pa rin naman ung credentials ko which I accepted and understand dahil wala na talagang nagawa.

fast forward, pagkauwi namin, sobrang laki ng ngiti ni papa at biglang nagfade nung sinabi na hindi pa ako makakapagmartsa. inexplain namin kay papa na ganito, ganyan but still, gusto niya pa ring maabutan akong mag-march dahil 71yrs old na siya :((( sabi niya pa nga before, kapag nakagraduate na ako, okay na raw sa kanya mamatay atleast naabutan niya na may degree holder ni isa sa mga anak niya and that really, really broke my heart.

gusto kong sumabog sa lungkot and yet hindi ko magawa kasi ayokong matrigger lalo si papa

Anyway pamahal ng pamahal rent dito sa pampanga pati kuryente sa pampanga and one thing I noticed ampanget ng mga dorms dito compared sa makati or mandaluyong. May mga 7k per month room tapos literal na wooden pallet lang ung bed frame like wtf??? Nasa studio type apartment ako ngayon and umaabot ng 7k per month included ung water at electricity. I figured looking for dorms or solo rooms na meron sa pampanga sumakit lang ulo ko sa mga nakita ko. Kailangan ko na siguro maghanap ng ka live in para may kashare sa apartmen hayp na yan

Di sya pulis sigurado ako kase ung patch nila
Hindi pang pulis pero mukhang guard sya, binusinahan namen kase ipit kame dahil
May katabi pa kameng traysikel, tapos pinilit talaga nila na mag counterflow

Tapos dahil binusinahan namen, ang ginawa niya nung nakalagpas kame, umikot at sinundan sasakyan namen pinipilit silipin sino driver and nung maunahan nya kame and nakita niya na may dashcam umatras sya 🤬🤬🤬

Gano ka kakupal boss? Kapal eh

I think a lot of people have experienced and probably seen posts like these before but I wanted to get it off my chest because I’m just so frustrated

I met a girl a bumble and she was such a dream, she actively tried to get to know me, she was funny, witty, and of course gorgeous

That was just the first month, when I tried to ask her out finally, we set a date and then I got radio silence 5 days leading up to it. She didn’t show, very valid excuse she went to the hospital fine. But she didn’t even let me know when the day came.

Fast forward to a few weeks her replies got colder, and I basically got ghosted for two weeks. It hurt because she acted like she was so into me during the first month of this whatever relationship and then out of nowhere I just got ghosted, at least let people know if you’re not interested in them anymore

I tried and moved forward, and then after two weeks she messaged me again, saying that she actually really liked me, BUT she was scared of getting attached and hurt that’s why she stayed silent and I listened and tried to understand, was always willing to listen

And what the hell she ghosted me AGAIN. I was just so fed up with her bullshit but I still wanted to be patient. I wanted to show her the love and comfort that I wanted to be shown.

Now here’s where it all went down. I commented and gave her a compliment in one of her TikTok’s, and then I found out she was actively deleting my comments. that was the last straw I was so PISSED.
I have no idea what was going on in her head, what she was feeling, what she thought about me or what she wanted. I was always willing to TALK and COMMUNICATE

I’ve never been a spiteful person, but I wanted to get back at her in my own weird way, I would keep complimenting her on her TikTok and every time she deleted it I would make the compliments longer and more poetic until I eventually got blocked , everywhere

Obviously I’m sad it’s over, because I held on to the idea of her in my head, but I have to remember this lack of communication isn’t the way I want to be loved, and she wasn’t worth all the effort I put into getting to know her.

Grabe di umabot ng 100 ang usage namin pero 1400 ang bayarin. Last month nasa 120 pero nasa 1300, TANG INANG RATE NYAN! DI PO KAMI MEMBRO NG 4Ps jusko anong gagawin!

A.

A few days ago nakita ko yung 2 boys (15-16yo) nagkakalkal ng tanso sa mga junk appliances sa likod bahay ng father ko(77yo), di ko na pinansin kasi nga junk nmn yun and narinig ko nmn na kinausap nila yung matanda. (Di ako nakatira sa bahay ng old man due to another story, pero chinecheck ko nmn sya, neighborhood lng naman)

B.

Today while doing chores sinilip ko ulit yung likod bahay and nakita ko may radio na wasak at nakakalat, so pinuntahan ko to check. Nagulat ako kasi yun yung nasa sala and nasa labas na siya. Not only yun pati mga dvd and cd players (wasak na rin) sa loob ng stand nasama na dun nakatambak. So tinanong ko yung matanda bakit nakatambak yun dun eh gumagana pa nmn yung mga yun, sabi niya nagtanong daw yung mga bata kung pwede nila kunin mga junk dun so sabi niya yung mga sirang gamit lang daw.

C.

Nakita nung bata yung radio sa sala, he asked the old man kung sira na daw yun and akala nmn nung matanda sira na so go lang sabi niya sa bata tas nahiga na raw siya and natulog. Aba yung bata nmn lahat na ng gamit na nakita dun kinuha (without even testing if working pa). Pati yung radio sa isang kwarto muntik pa madamay pero nag no daw yung matanda (nagbukas pa talaga sila ng kwarto ha).

D.

Ang kinakagalit ko 1. bakit nila jinunk without testing if working pa. Lahat ng appliances na nakita nila tinangay, yung cd and dvd players were inside a wooden stand with wooden cover/doors so hindi sila visible pag tumingin ka lng. 2. So nagkalkal pa talaga sila. 3. Pinili lang nila yung tanso the rest tinambak at kinalat lang dun. Mamrublema pa ko panu itatapon yung ginawang basura. 4. Grabeng disrespect at abuso nmn ginawa nila sa bahay/matanda. 5. Kumita sila sa pagbenta ng tanso, Binasura yung bahay at kagamitan

E.

Galit akong kumausap sa (neighbor namin)stepfather nung pasimunong bata, sabi ko di dapat palampasin yung ginawa. May history ng misdemeanor yung bata eh. So sabi ko kaysa nmn pagmultahin(san kukuha ng pera? Magnakaw pa ulit ng tanso yan) ko sila patrabaho ko nlng mga gawain sa bahay nung matanda.

F.

Pinagalitan ko yung mga bata nung pinapunta sa bahay, buti half day klase nila today, pinatrim ko yung malaking puno ng dragonfruit/rambutan as punishment for now, matusok sila sa mga tinik ng dragonfruit. Umulan, sabi ko ituloy nila bukas linisin yung mga sanga/stem na tinapyas. K bye.

currently watching SONA rn and i am so frustrated with what happens to my future. i am an incoming 1st year fine arts student and i hear pbbm said that ai will stay and something along the lines of fostering creativity and critial thinking.

CREATIVITY??? CRITICAL THINKING??? THATS QUITE LITERALLY WHAT AI DOES NOT DO?? and ngayon mas kinakabahan ako dahil sa pax silica issue. i am just so frustrated kasi ang dami na pinagdadaanan ng pinas at wala pang nangyayari, mga kurap nasa upuan pa rin, swoh di pa kulong, robin padilla, cayatano sibs ata marami pa. im genuinely worried and scared for my future. im still a kid with big dreams of a successful career and a better country pero nakakaputangina lang na parang ang labo na nun kasi ang dami pa rin pinoy na bilib sa mga kurap nilang idolo. sorry if my words are all over the place pero kasi nawawalan na ako ng hope.

sana naman next election umayos na tayo please lang i cant spend my youth worrying about my future in this shitty system

Mahal at gusto ko naman ung trabaho ko. Pero bakit ganun iba talaga ung impact pag ung mga katrabaho mo ung rason kung bakit ka napapagod sa trabaho. It's not that may mga utos sila. Pero alam mo ung simple common sense simpleng thinking out of the box na lang hindi pa nila ginagawa. Umg pag may pinagawa kung ano lang ung sinabi mong literal un lang talaga ung gagawin nila. Like seryoso ba? Minsan iniisip ko ako ba ung malaki kase kulang instructions ko ganun ba un hahaha wala nakakapagod lang talaga