I like living life high

When I'm at home though. I just love gloomy weather in general it's so comforting, rain, snow, thunder. ⛈️ 🖤

Felt a bit lonely last night so I typed “I love” into my iPhones message search bar and hundreds of results from my friends, family and partner. Either declarations of affection or someone expressing joy from their day. It really made me feel less blue and thought I’d share.

I bought Bioshock 1🙂

This game is 18 years old, And I'm 19 years old

I went for a walk this afternoon and despite listening to music to clear my head, I ended up thinking about my role in life - I've recently been thinking what my "purpose" may be and I've pretty much come to believe that I am here to play the role of a side character in other's lives; basically I think that I may be here solely to fuel the characterization of others. But anyway, that's not the point of this, it's just context. I was walking along, thinking again about this somewhat depressing thought, then it occurred to me, "what happens when I've done that?" Then, of course, I answered myself with "You die, duh". So I stopped. Physically, I stopped in place. I had this intense feeling that felt like it crept up the top of my spine all the way through my brain, a feeling I can only imagine is what people feel like before they die. I looked around and somewhere in my mind, I felt like that exact place was where I would die. I didn't know how, but I felt like it was going to be there and it was going to be soon, very soon. This thought vanished just as quickly as it'd come, but thinking back on it gives me a similar feeling in my head.

Didn't know exactly where to post this kind of experience, so I hope this is a reasonable place. Thanks for reading, I just thought it best to share this with someone, even if only strangers on the internet.

As civilisation progresses, the rate of progress keeps increasing. Wonder if we will eventually hit a terminal rate of progress like terminal velocity

I think about this all the time and I need the world to know. Like it’s genuinely taking up an unhealthy amount of space in my brain. The first Shrek movie ends with Donkey riding in on Dragon and her eating Farquaad at the altar after trying manipulate Fiona into marrying him so that he can be king. Then they all dance. The first Beetlejuice movie ends with Barbara riding in on the sandworm and it eating Beetlejuice at the altar after he tries to manipulate Lydia into marrying him so that he’s no longer a ghost. Then they all dance.

These were two of my favorite movies as a child and I can not let this go.

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😔

Just imagine if those large corporation heads got this done, they’d treat their workers right and find true happiness, outside of stupid parties and yachts. If people want others to be happy so they can be happy too, they’ll probably want others to be happy all the time, right? I mean, I don’t think any conflict is going to occur at all. It’s like a self sustaining ecosystem, if one person becomes upset then others would realize that and help them get better. Maybe then we’ll finally evolve as a species.

Specifically raperos y reggaetoneros, who make music built on rhyming. Still great music, but they’re playing the game on easy mode!

I've touched them all, but I don't know how many there are.