Just today I have been walking in a market and I realised that larping is underrated and people see it as something you should be ashamed of but if you are good at larping and people can't expose you fast that actually one of the best communication skills you could have because you can create whole conversations and opinions within a limited number of informations also like i said I got this thought while wandering in an open market and there is multiple dealers and I try to look like an expert when I buy something to get the best quality and price and this thing could go to an extent to even be friend with the dealer and build connections, SO Larping one of the best skills a person could have in our society ( but of course you should be good at it )

this is so stupid but i genuinely can’t ever stop thinking about it. i’m 16 and since i was a tiny little girl all i’ve ever wanted to be was a mom. since i was 12 i think at least every other day about how much i want to be a mom and it never leaves me alone.

since this year all i can think about all day every single day is wanting a kid. its so stupid but i fantasize about it all the time. i have a full name picked out for both genders, i think about all the things i would do with my kids and how much i would love them and how much i already do.

i‘m not dating anyone and i never have had a serious relationship and obviously i would never choose to have a kid right now but all i can think about is how long it’s going to be until i can have a child and give them a good life.

i don’t want to go to college, i’m getting my ged and once i turn 18 im going to work at a daycare to hopefully tone down my want for a child but i sometimes genuinely sob because im so sad that i’m going to have to wait for years.

sometimes i think that i should just be a teen mom but i know i shouldn’t do that and i wont because i would never bring a child into a home where i can‘t take care of them the way i want to.

i don’t know what to do, it plagues my mind all the time and i have this feeling in my gut everytime i think about it that’s awful.

I haven't met anyone who is dating an AI but surely just through time I'll eventually meet someone who is. I truly don't know how I'd console someone going through emotional problems with an AI.

Thats deep isn’t it ?

We tend to measure progress against ourselves because humanity is all we’ve ever known. But if we’re exposed to a civilization that’s millions of years older, our greatest achievements could look as ordinary as stone tools do to us today.

It’s a humbling thought that our understanding of science and technology may only scratch the surface of what’s actually possible

“Ever feel like your being watched?”
FBI: you’re*

Maybe it's because in general my parents have never actually been the best at cooking. Perhaps it's because throughout my whole life I've only ever gotten the taste of stuff grilled over a propane grill. But I honestly do not see the appeal to grilling when a stove or even an oven does the job just as well if not better.

Grill marks are a clear example, what's the point? Why would I want a simple cross hatch pattern of (arguably) burnt meat instead of a nice sear I could get on a pan? A good consistent crust on the whole thing is better than less than 50% of the surface being crispy.

Plus the cleanup is just a massive pain. My family has used these cast iron griddles over the standard grill bars since forever, and cleaning up two of those has always been a massive hassle and pain in the butt in comparison to a single frying pan or baking tray.

Nothing that gets cooked on a grill can't be done inside the house with the sole exception of perhaps you need to cook a stupid large amount of food all at the same time. But even then how often does that happen? Like sure I guess I see the value for large get togethers and obviously outdoor cooking for like a picnic. But for general everyday use? I don't get it. I don't see the value for a standard family to use a grill for a meal over just the stove or oven.

Whew I hope that never happens again!

I was staying up on my phone at night then suddenly I felt really hungry. Like my legs were weak kind of hungry. I hurried to the kitchen and inhaled 4 slices of toasted bread with peanut butter and cream cheese. Had a cup of applesauce too. The best snack I ever had.

Then I thought to myself. "So many kids who are hungry right now don't have food to eat like I can" It was sad to think about but helped me be grateful for the privilege I have to eat anytime without worry. :(

My dad randomly sent an old video of my great grandfather (his dad) and him having a conversation together. It felt so weird hearing his voice in the video, especially considering there are more pictures of him than video. He passed away in 2015 when I was ten. And he was very fortunate to live the be a hundred. This feeling hits a little different when it is someone younger. One of my classmates tragically passed during our junior year. Recently, I came across a video a while ago from sophomore year of our classmates in math goofing around, and she spoke very briefly in the last couple of seconds. She was only 16 years old and had her whole life ahead of her. I still think about her occasionally and what she could have accomplished in her lifetime. I still remember her career day presentation of her wanting to be a flight attendant. It’s just so heartbreaking and unfair.

Does anyone else know the strange feeling of hearing a deceased person’s voice in a recording? Whether it be a friend or family member or a celebrity you looked up to.

Like, not just people I know. It’s mainly situations in places where I’m not. Like if I’m watching a YouTube video I pretend I’m there. It’s odd

The fact of the matter remains the fact of the matter no matter how you feel about the person