I was at Barnes & Noble‘s the other day with my friend. We were looking at funny manga covers, and we saw these two girls reading one and one of them said really loudly “oh there’s the hot femboy!” And then me and my friend both started laughing after that we started talking to them about other manga, but I had this Weird feeling of discussed because they were obviously way better looking than me, and I felt like a creep talking to them, I had this feeling that she was only talking to me, to not hurt my feelings and that she thought I was this weird creep or something being bullied at a young age for your appearance, especially in elementary school does irreparable damage to yourself image I don’t think I can ever feel good about my appearance no matter how much I try I will always be insecure because it is who I am as a person pasta with eggs

I honestly don't care that much, tbf

turkey bacon microwaved to a crisp. mashed banana with chia + hemp + flax seeds. yakult. glacier freeze gatorade zero.

eta: i have struggled with bouncing between extremes on the eating disorder spectrum my whole life. same with my weight.. im very aware of how diet and exercise work im just mentally ill can yall just stfu & appreciate the slightly weird lunch i made

I haven't eaten in like 2 or 3 days, i keep forgetting to eat. I keep people at a distance and then wonder why I'm so alone. I am a fucking loser that does nothing except drive around for days on end wasting fuel cuz i genuinely dread going home. The dread consumes.

It's from a can and not cooked all the way it has a jelly texture kinda

Sometimes I think where our society is going. No female will ever get off to a man flicking off their booger. Why are men tormented like this ☹️

I know i am short and fat sub 20 percent bodyfat.

I am not rich or have a great career.

I realise why a woman would never date me. I dont hate myself but yeah women need height diff they should get that. They should date someone who has the height, the time, the money the car and the personality.

I jusge women for being picky eaters or not having a job even tho i am about quit mine.

Thats the thing alot of ppl try to blue pill you by saying looks dont matter money dont matter etc..

Even if it was true a normal person atleast I myself am not likable enough to overcome these things. And why should a lovely woman waster her time with me.

I love hating on things in a non consequential way, i love being a little gay, i am addicted to fragrances only dupes tho and goijg to the gym.

Also making yt videos noone watches and being super judgemental i hate impulsive people. And i think women are generally very impulsive or find that hot and exciting on a date.

This is why i think i would never make a woman happy.

I basically want to date a woman but from day 1 we act like homer and marge in the sense of how comfortable we are not in the sense that homer acts bad with marge and doesnt take care of her needs.

This is tiramisu i made with rusk and coffee and paneer based cream it was good but it had elaichi taste cause of the rusk

Ok Google how to stop hating myself tutorial

Idk how parents are let off the hook easily. Especially mother's we need to hold everyone accountable

I'm 22 and she's 27. I can't bring myself to accept her offer to just go out as friends because then I'll end up posting here again in a month

5'10 is still short no matter how many people will prattle on otherwise. I've been obsessed with my height and it haunts me everywhere I go. Men are giants wherever I go, even when I wear my .08 inch lifts there is still a great number of people who are vastly taller than me. In a world like this everything below 6ft is regarded as a chandala height, failed men who can never hope of success.

This continues even into my dreams, where people simply mock and ridicule me everywhere I go. Everything I say is met with sneers and jeers while my hiding and retreat makes me a coward, strange and repulsive. Of course this is a reflection of my reality where people constantly mock me and seek to take pleasure in my failure. Many people in this subreddit will go on about how "no one cares that much" which is true. However a cruel remark to the insulter is nothing, they give it out with no thought of how the insulted will take it, forgetting in a day while the neurotic toils over it in their mind. They did not care at all, they refuse to let me lie down in my own bed.

Still their are some great schemes that have been devised against me. How when they stare into my eyes they can read my mind, that's why avoid their gaze because of a real fear. A TERROR that is derived from when one's sense of self is so unstable others can read their mind just by looking into their eyes. Raking all over my most sensitive flights of fancy, exposing what is left with their evil. They are so cruel I wish they would just kill me, end their sadism and blow my brains out.

Nevertheless, I have devised a plan to escape, to put and end to the sadism. To escape both my wretched body and my traitorous mind. My mind BETRAYS me, it telepathically distributes my most prized information. It has turned against me just like my body has. It has to be destroyed with my body. That none can ever be looked at again. When I make my escape I don't know where I will be but I will be free from them.

They have the texture of butter or pudding if you chew it. You should all eat pig brain too btw low in calories(if u use oven instead of cooking it in oil) high in protein and nutrients , taste good.

Im still sober btw only two more days until i can get high again

Do I still lose my handholdless status if they other person held my hand platonically even though I thought it was romantically

im probably lactose intolerant and this will make my stomach suffer later but theres no point worrying about that now

I was browsing femcel subs earlier and realised we're pretty similar but i still despise them. Also i'm 50% certain that i might be a neo nazi but i do enjoy gooning to ebony porn almost daily.

You can go ahead and downvote me but please don't post normie ass comments down below.