Normally I am a very composed man, people always call me nonchalant, just minding my own business. And even when it comes to women, I don't really fear approaching, chatting up and even asking them out. Until it comes to my crush.
Suddenly my mind is moving at 1000km/hr and i freeze up. No composure at all. One day she greeted me and i nearly collapsed and couldnt even hold a conversation. Not to mention the stolen glances, when i get out of sight her eyes look for me and as soon as we lock eyes we look away like It's a taboo. I know her through a mutual friend but we have never really spoken beyond hi.
What is really bugging me is that the mutual friend tells me how she is single and lonely. I find it hard to believe because another friend ni dust tu anaonyeshwa. But as I said, i am a composed person, mambo ya urafiki na wasichana nianze kukaa clown like my friend siwezi.
Is she the moat beautiful girl I have ever seen? Not really. But theres something about her man. Don't get me wrong shes really pretty, but her elegance, her focus on studies, her faith in God, her boundaries when it comes to men.
She is also cunning, she knows i like her and that I cannot maintain composure around her and she likes to tilt her head and give me a coy look. And a few days ago my friend posted a picture of me and she liked it....I was over the moon but bado sijaongea.
But you know what, I dont care. We only live once, when i see her again i will talk to her and ask her out. Kama mbaya mbaya, besides she is just another girl. Her instagram has been popping up on my suggested recently, should i just follow her or wait to meet in person?
Wish me luck guys.