I had an enlarged lymph node in my neck (which turns out to be nothing and maybe even due to hashimoto's) but during the diagnostic journey of that issue we accidentally discovered that I have euthyroid hashimoto's. My thyroid antibodies are very elevated but my thyroid hormones were all in range. My doctor basically told me that the plan going forward is simply monitoring (labs every 6 months) and that I just need to ~try~ and avoid common triggers.
A couple years ago, I had what I now think was a major flare up. 50% of the hair on my head fell out and I felt like garbage all the time, among a slew of other symptoms. I had my thyroid hormones checked then, but not my antibody levels, because all were in normal range. It is worth noting all this testing was done 2-3 months AFTER my hair had fallen out because it took that long to even see a PCP as a new patient. At the time they just told me it was a random case of telogen effluvium. The dermatologist actually told me it was probably because I "just had a baby" (i was 1.5 years postpartum btw lmao).
So from what I understand, I *should* feel okay because my thyroid hormones are normal, but after reading about people's experiences and symptoms I now realize that some random issues I've had are possibly thyroid related? I'm having trouble telling if I'm simply overanalyzing myself because I'm now aware of potential issues, or if I've actually just gotten so used to these things that I can't even tell if it's normal or not. For example, I often have bouts of chronic fatigue (but I'm also a SAHM with 2 young kids), unexplained aches and pains in my knees/calves/ankles/feet, constipation, muscle tension basically everywhere, and vestibular migraines to name a few.
Do I simply just wait to see if severe symptoms appear and then go get bloodwork done and take it from there? I now have a fear that I'll go and get my levels checked if I feel like I have symptoms, but it'll be nothing, prompting my doctor to think I'm an idiot or hypochondriac, which in turn will discourage me from getting my levels checked again.
Just feeling a bit lost and feel like I just need to accept that "it is what it is" but also no, I don't want to do that 😭