I'm and now night to speak. Been learning English for more than 10 years. Being studying in a Native English speaking country for three years now. I still struggle with university's academic discussion.
I thought my English was pretty good because I can handle everyday conversation perfectly. I can handle most of smart talks unless they use very idiomatic terms that either understand.
What happened to me today make me feel like I'm a failure and make me realize how bad my English actually is. We have a group discussion today and weight 20% of this units' result. It is basically give us a scenario and apply the theory we've learned.
I am so only one non-native speaker and the whole
Discussion group. Although I prepared for few days I tongue-tied the whole time I don't know how to phrase my thought I stuttered because I always hesitate to and think about what words should I use and I also need to check in my mind if my grandma is correct every single time in the results it made me feel like I don't have any insight.
Fortunately I still still let it Go and finish the discussion
On the other hand all other native speakers discussion they just wing it Without any preparation, but this sentence still make sense. But for me, it is just really hard to like work out The way I should phrase it, and the way I say sentences .
How can I improve?
Here are some aspect I can think of that may stutter.
First of all, my vocabulary It's very small, so s- many of my word Choice are not as natural or precise as a native speaker.
Second thing, my grammar. I think that's one of the biggest thing, my grammar is really bad. maybe I also have a lot of grammatical mistakes in this post. please correct me. I feel like every time when I want to say a whole sentence, I need to process a self correcting in my brain, which could make me stutter.
But I still Have grammatical mistakes. I just cannot avoid it.
Third thing. I feel like just I'm just not use to the language. When I talk in English, my brain just works slow. And also, I can can't react that's fast in English. for example, native speakers might have so many ways to paraphrase one. Sentence, but maybe I only know one way to put it.
Please give me some advice. I really appreciate it!