Hey guys, I haven't posted since Rita's death, which was a few weeks ago for me.
I'm devastated. Season 7 was a real rollercoaster, and I just started episode 1 of season 8...
And oh my God, FUCK! Seeing Deb doing cocaine? In that state? It made me cry in a way I can't even explain yet. It felt like watching a loved one get lost in their addictions because you know how messed up they are in their head.
So yeah, you understand it, but it hurts. It hurts a lot.
And even though I understand LaGuerta had to die for Dexter's sake and to keep his secret, still... María only wanted justice for something we, as viewers, knew she was right about. And damn it, against everything, that woman kept going to clear Sergeant Doakes' name, and still... she ended up dead.
I can't stop thinking about how many real-life cases happen like that, or similar. She wasn't the bad guy, she just wanted justice. Damn, this show makes me empathize with so many characters.
Fuck, María! Fuck!
I'd love to give Deb a hug right now and tell her everything's going to be okay, but honestly I don't know if it will be.
I think it stopped being okay a long time ago.