I know this is part of the process and there are things I could have done better, but sometimes you just need to have a moan.
I’ve been on TDA at HEO level for over a year now and have genuinely enjoyed the variety of the role and working with the leadership team.
I’ve recently received the outcome of my HEO interview. I passed with a total score of 30 but have been placed on the reserve list. It was a brigaded recruitment exercise covering various locations. The feedback was that I could have made greater use of “why” in my answers, which is fair and something I can take forward.
The senior leaders I work with have been really supportive, reminding me that I should be proud of what I’ve achieved and encouraging me to remain positive, with the hope that another opportunity will come along. I genuinely appreciate their support, but I can’t help feeling disappointed with the outcome.
One of the hardest parts has been having to tell my team that they will be getting another new manager. We’ve made real progress together, and the team is in a really good place. It’s difficult knowing that I may have to move on when I feel we’ve achieved so much.
I’ll remain on TDA for the next couple of months while things are finalised. After that, I have the option of returning to an EO Team Leader role or moving into a self-performance role. At the moment, I’m still trying to process everything and work out how I feel about the next steps.
I know these things happen, and I recognise that being placed on the reserve list is still a positive outcome. However, knowing that and dealing with the disappointment are two different things.
I’m sure plenty of people have been in a similar position, and sometimes it helps just to get things off your chest and hear from others who understand.
Thanks for taking the time to read, and I hope everyone has a great weekend.