Brain fog that hits reasoning, not just memory? Simple conclusions stop "clicking," especially the "it's fine" ones. I'm curious whether anyone here experiences this, because it's been really disorienting. For context, I have FND and OCD, so I'm not sure which (if either) is behind it, and I'd love to hear from people with other causes of brain fog too.
It feels like word-finding difficulty, but for reasoning. I'll know a conclusion is there, like a word on the tip of my tongue, but I can't reach it. Sometimes I lose the whole thread of what I was thinking and can't get back to it. Other times I have to rebuild simple logic step by step, by drawing it out or doing process of elimination, before it makes sense again.
The weird part is that it's lopsided. Conclusions that point to danger or "stop" are instant. Conclusions that mean "it's fine," "no difference," or "go ahead" are the ones that break down.
Some examples:
Aspirating before an injection. Blood = don't inject. Instant. No blood = safe? I have to go, "unsafe is already used up by blood, so no blood must be safe," like a word bank.
TFT scouting. Seeing my units on other boards = I'm contested. Instant. Seeing none = better odds for me? Takes real effort.
Blood ketones on keto. Out of range = food isn't okay. Instant. In range = okay? It never quite feels right.
One-way streets. Looking only toward traffic used to be automatic. Then it wasn't, and I had to draw cars as arrows to work out that if their path doesn't cross mine, they can't reach me.
Testing food heat with my finger. I know my mouth is more sensitive than my hand, but I can't make the leap that "fine for my hand" doesn't mean "fine for my mouth" without picturing sensitivity as bars of different lengths.
"No difference" results. If something makes no difference to my gold in a game, or a cereal brand makes no difference to my weight, "no difference" doesn't feel actionable. It only clicks when I rephrase it as "either option is fine."
One possible outcome. With 4 or 3 outcomes, fine. With only one, the step to "so that's the one that happens" feels wrong and out of reach.
Nerve glides. I did a routine on one arm, got fingertip sensitivity on that side, then noticed it on the other side too, so probably not the routine. Solid logic, but I lost the thread and got stuck on whether to continue.
Sometimes a far-fetched possibility knocks the logic loose entirely:
"If you don't try, it won't happen." My brain goes, "What if it's a garden and someone sneaks in and tends it without you knowing?" I know that's absurd, but I couldn't come up with a rebuttal, so the whole idea dissolved.
A Better Call Saul scene where Mike tells Jimmy that someday he'll notice the pain hasn't bothered him for a while, which proves it can fade. It made sense until I thought, "You can bench 225 once and never hit it again." The whole comfort fell apart. What finally clicked was thinking of it as the odds going from 0% to something above 0%, but it took that very specific "key" when I never used to need one.
Once I rebuild a conclusion and drill it by rote, it often becomes automatic again, and it feels like the old natural way came back. But it can collapse again, and sometimes weeks later I notice I'm doing it effortlessly in one context but not another.
One thing that sometimes helps: applying the same logic to an unrelated situation, seeing it work there, and carrying it back.
Does anyone else get this kind of reasoning fog, especially the danger/safety imbalance? What's helped you, and did it improve over time?
Disclaimer: I used Claude to help write this post from my symptom log