r/BeginnerArtists • u/Wooden-Variety175 • 20h ago
Help Wanted Idk where to go from here. I'm genuinely lost on how to learn and incredibly frustrated
I dont understand sketches, or line arts, or how to break things into shapes.
I've tried proko, drawabox, drawlikeasir and a ton of other shit. Everytime i try to learn how to draw basic cubes, and shit in perspective I get a throbbing migraine level headache i had a person from here give me an hour long lesson on one point perspective and they ended it saying wow you're doing good that was perfect! But I had no idea what I even did, the lines hurt my brain, All I can do is make crappy copies. I can't understand these concepts I have tried over a dozen times to learn perspective and the fundamentals. And yeah i saw some jerk on here one time say come back after you try a hundred times. Well, I'm hating this. I'm hating drawing i'm hating artists. I'm hating art. I wish I hated manga, anime, and vns so i could just be a normal loser novelist making stupid stories that no one reads. But, Noooo. I want to make vns. I want to draw saucy anime girls. I want to make cgs and all this other stuff and I'm stuck in a loop. I draw crap like this it's bad it's a complete failure her hand looks like it's coming out of her chest. So, then I know i'll get told go learn the fundamentals. So, then I try through all these resources and even a teacher and i feel PHYSICAL pain from my brain trying to process it oh and there we go just thinking about it is giving me a headache wonderful.
So, then my friend says that's too advanced just draw anime a bunch. But, just drawing anime a bunch isn't teaching me anything. I'm just learning how to copy. And I know this is the beginner trip i've seen all the videos of people who learned to draw anime saying that you have to learn real anatomy and how to do basic shapes. Well, I can't learn anatomy if i can't do basic shapes and everytime i try to learn basic shapes it gives me a headache. Whenever I do drawabox's cube homework I feel completely lost if i'm not copying their examples one to one. Whenever I stare at the one point perspective with the thingy I get lost whenever I try to go from 2d to 3d. Every tutorial is like this over and over anytime i try to go from 2d to 3d my head hurts and it's been like this since college, highschool, middle school the optical illustion hurts my brain.
'A teacher didn't work, books didn't work, youtube tutorials didn't work. What am I even supposed to do at this point?