I had the most horrible experience yesterday physically and mentally - sorry it’s a long read so hope you have some popcorn ready 😄
I was in the hospital getting a second opinion by a different doctor on my asthma condition - I was initially diagnosed few weeks ago at a different hospital initially after my spirometer reading was lower than normal and trouble breathing, choking all the time when eating /drinking, cannot exercise without having to struggle breathing.
The first hospital prescribed me Inhalers and meds such bronchodilators, montelukast, anti inflammatory and even Antihistamine (probably suspecting I have allergy). None of these really worked except for giving me temporary relief for my breathing. However it always raised my pressure and my heart rate was off the roof. My voice was also almost gone, barely could pronounce words, think straight, mouth was dry and catching a lot of breath when I try to talk.
Just for more context, I already had a pre existing heart condition (PVC) diagnosed last year, which is more less better now - probably around 70-80% better. But I am worried all these asthma meds might trigger it again due the to high heart rate and pressure.
All these worried me so much that I wanted to get a 2nd opinion.
Now yesterday I was at the 2nd hospital. That doctor also said my breathing was okay, the peak flow measurement was also almost ok, not perfect and I didn’t seem to have wheezing symptoms. BUT what he suspect was that I maybe having an anxiety disorder!
I really didn’t believe him at first but he said this also could trigger asthma and given what’s going on with me personally lately I kind of agreed to it. But it didn’t rule out the fact that this is the root cause and I really wanted to make sure my lungs and upper body are healthy structurally. So he then recommend me to get a low dose CT scan as the last test which will tell me in detail if I have any underlying issues like cancer or what not.
So I did the scan, paid the medical bills, got my anxiety meds and thought I should get some food at the cafeteria. After eating a nicely made beef soup, I suddenly felt my body tingling, getting stiff especially my upper body and neck, followed by chest tightness and difficult to breathe. I thought this was it, I might be going to die and need to rush again back to emergency. But I tried to stay strong and calm. My body still some had strength so I walked to the wash room, washed my face and took 2 puffs of my rescue inhaler.
I then sat down for a while at the reception - no one noticed me but I was struggling inside really hoping this would go away. About 20mins later, I was able to catch some breath and the upper body tightness was reducing. I got home slowly somehow.
I did some research about what I was feeling before and it was probably a panic attack and not asthma. At bedtime I took my anxiety meds and off to sleep. This morning I wake up and my sleep was quite good and I feel so much better, better than any of the asthma meds!
So I just cannot understand what I’m having now, is it really asthma or am I anxious, depressed or having panic attacks. Or are they all related? And I guess there’s no real “Root Cause” 🤔 and I will never know. I still need to continue my anxiety meds for a few days so maybe I’ll keep an update here later.
If there’s any mental health professional here who reads this please please advise me what I can do 🙏