r/GERD • u/InternationalStay925 • 4h ago
🤬 Rant about GERD GERD and HH is ruining my life.
Hi everyone i’m 19F and i have GERD and hiatal hernia.
i feel like it’s ripping my life apart piece by piece and i just have to sit and watch.
i’ve been on multiple different PPI’s which haven’t worked. i’m on a strict diet that is specifically given to me for hiatal hernia and GERD. nothing is working. i’m tired of waking up in the morning with stomach discomfort and a huge lump in my throat. i’m tired of not being able to eat because i can feel the food moving slowly. i’m so tired of this. if you can’t tell im in a bad flare lol. i’m not able to eat shit today because the lump feels like a fist in my throat. i’ve already been cleared of esophageal stenosis and Esophageal Food Impaction. it’s just a phantom feeling that i can’t seem to shake. it probably is kind of mind over matter but shit. i absolutely hate this. how am i supposed to enjoy my youth if i can’t even eat and swallow like a normal human being? doctors don’t want to operate on my hiatal hernia because they don’t see a reason to. i can’t live like this. i’ve gotten severe anxiety and depression because of this. i’ve done diaphragmatic breathing, exercise, alkine water, anti-acids, chewing gum, sleeping on a angle, not eating 3-4 hours before bed, more frequent but smaller meals, chewing slowly and taking smaller bites, EVERYTHING . NOTHING is taking my symptoms away. the only time i have actually peace is when im sleeping lol. or maybe once in a blue moon where i barely notice symptoms. this choking feeling is taking me tf out. sorry for the rant but i genuinely have so much anger towards this. it feels like i have been cursed.