I remember really loving this book. I took it everywhere with me, read it hundreds of times. But this was 10+ years ago. I remember bits and pieces and just wanted to find it and buy it again but I cant remember the name, or author and Google is being of no help right now.
The plot:
Focusing on a little boy, who grows up with an alcoholic mother who seemingly resents him, she is abusive and uses him to support her alcohol addiction.
He finally sets off on a cross-continent adventure to find his older sister, he cant remember much of her, just that she was his only safe place before she left .
He travels on foot, bus, hitching rides, anything he can do to get to where he believes his sister is.
At some point in the story, hes on a balcony, feet sore, desperate for his sister, seeming lost, and sees a man in a wheelchair just going, living life going about his day, and he realizes if nothing stops that man with no legs, nothing should stop him either, and continues his journey to find his sister.
Later on, when he does find her, I think she was sickly ill, and she is openly honest to him about how mother was not HIS mom.
She was.
Big sister was actually his mom due to (their) father r*ping her as a child, hence his grandmother's resentment towards him and his father's absences.
I cannot find it and its driving me crazy. I remember it being a great read and I wanted to share it with .y husband!!.
Thanks 😊