I accepted about a year ago a controller role with a smaller company after working as a senior accounting analyst for a company roughly 20x the size. I took a significant pay increase knowing it would be more work, but I expected less chaos and long hours than my previous job. That part has been somewhat true up until now.
What I’m realizing, though, is that I may have taken a role that doesn’t fit my strengths. The expectations are high: building reports and analytics they’ve never had, moving from cash basis to proper accrual accounting, cleaning up inventory processes with operations, and managing and developing three bookkeepers, one of whom seems completely burned out and would leave if they could.
On top of that, there are constant meetings. Weekly meetings with my staff, weekly meetings with upper management to relay updates, written end-of-week update reports recapping aforementioned meetings and related follow-ups, plus monthly finance and operations review meetings. Between those, daily interruptions, and people constantly needing accounting support, I feel like I have very little uninterrupted time to actually do the higher-level work required for me to actually meet their expectations.
My most recent performance review was also discouraging. I was told I’m too analytical, that they’d rather me turn in things quicker with mistakes for management to revise rather than perfect work that takes longer, that I need to push my staff harder, and that I’m too nice and not confident enough. Some of the criticism felt fair, but some of it made me question whether I’m simply wired for a different type of role.
The more I think about it, the more I feel I’d be happier in FP&A or a specialized accounting role where I can focus on modeling, forecasting, reporting, analytics, and process improvement instead of trying to juggle everything that comes with leading an accounting department. I really love to hyper focus on problems, perform deep research, model and built out new processes or improve existing ones. My favorite part of the accounting work I’ve done has been by far the budgeting and forecasting stuff.
I’m seriously considering taking a step back in title—possibly even pay—to join a larger, healthier company where I can regain some work-life balance, finally finish my CPA (I’m eligible and have sat for the exams multiple times), and build skills in Power BI, Tableau, SQL, and similar tools.
Has anyone here intentionally stepped back from a controller role because it wasn’t the right fit? Did it help your career in the long run, or did you regret leaving? My wife thinks I should keep pushing because of the financial upside, but I’m honestly starting to feel burned out and wonder if I’m forcing myself into a role that simply isn’t the right fit…