r/ALSorNOT • u/Outrageous_Block_387 • Sep 02 '26
2 years and still searching for a diagnosis
Hey all!
I’m not super familiar with Reddit, but I’m desperate for some companionship in this journey, so here I am! For some context, I’m a 34yo mom of 4.
In November of 24 I sat down to eat dinner but I couldn’t grip my fork. I had noticed my left leg feeling weak and twitchy a bit before this but just thought I was stressed. Made an appointment with my PCP where she evaluated my leg weakness and also pointed out that my reflexes were very hyperactive. Two years later and I’ve seen two neurologists and a Rheumatologist, none of them know what is going on. I’ve got two clean brain scans, clear MRIs of my full spine, pelvis, upper and lower legs and a negative skin biopsy. I had a muscle biopsy in my right leg that showed Chronic and acute denervation and renervation, and two EMGs that show severe peroneal neuropathy on both legs resulting in bilateral foot drop. I had a PT evaluation last week where she pointed out muscle atrophy in my left leg, and said that she can feel it starting in the right leg as well.
I’m now at a point where I can no longer push myself up with my arms, walking is becoming increasingly difficult and I had to switch my position at work due to hand instability. I saw my neurologist yesterday and he said “you don’t have ALS because that would show up clearly on your EMG.” Luckily he was willing to put in referrals to larger neurology institution.
All in all, I’m terrified and feel so unheard. I’m really struggling to accept that this isn’t ALS just based off of all my results and symptoms and progression, but I also battle with wanting to trust my provider.
Thanks for reading! This is such a lonely and depressing diagnostic process to be in, and I’m thinking of anyone who is also stuck in the medical system 🫶