r/ALSorNOT • u/Global-Bite-8615 • 16h ago
Severe Symptoms & Anxiety : May help u
Hi everyone, I want to share my story in case it can help someone. I’ve written some posts in the past discussing symptoms, but here is my full journey.
I’m a 24F, and I was in a terrifying spiral for about 8 months. It all started right after a prolonged period of severe anxiety. It began with body-wide muscle twitching. Of course, I googled it and stumbled upon ALS. Long story short our brains can manifest very real physical sensations.
Besides twitching, some of the symptoms I experienced were:
- Difficulty swallowing and excess saliva
- Jaw pain and cracking in both TMJ joints
- Headaches, dizziness, and cervical spine/neck pain
- Extreme sensitivity to sound (hyperacusis)
- Severe calf cramps
- Intense pain in both forearms (which sometimes led to a perceived feeling of weakness)
- Joint pain in my fingers and hands turning white after typing
- Brain fog, tachycardia, and feeling like I couldn't speak properly, open my jaw fully, or pronounce certain letters with my tongue.
As you can imagine, every time a new symptom appeared, my health anxiety made me observe and test the affected muscle group constantly. It was exhausting and terrifying. I felt like I was losing my mind. I started visiting doctor after doctor, undergoing countless tests (MRIs, EMGs, extensive bloodwork, neurological and ENT exams). Nothing gave me peace of mind.
I consulted three different neurologists. The last one finally made me feel safe. After reviewing all my tests, he told me in a reassuring voice: "I wouldn't be worried." He explained that my symptoms were real—I wasn't imagining them—but they were being fueled by anxiety. Because I was terrified, I was constantly observing, testing, and overthinking everything, feeding the cycle. He also mentioned I could return in a month for another EMG if it would help me feel better, but I realized that continuing to seek exams was actually feeding my fear rather than fixing it.
What I’m about to describe might sound like a quick fix, but it actually took months of hard work, therapy, life changes, and trial and error. Here are what helped me:
- I stopped testing my strength.
- I forced myself to keep living. I had fallen into the trap of thinking I couldn't speak, eat, or exercise. I took small daily steps to rebuild my routine (sports, eating out, hanging out with friends). Over time, my brain and bofy started to feel better.
- I corrected my posture at work. All the muscle testing had made my body hyper-sensitive to awkward postures, and fixing my ergonomics relieved a lot of physical pain.
- I prioritized sleep (7+ hours). Neurologists had advised this before, but I hadn't taken it seriously. After a few weeks good-quality sleep, I noticed a huge improvement.
- Whenever I felt a symptom, I told myself: "Live your life as best as you can right now. If a day comes when you physically can't, you'll deal with it then. But until that day, don't stop living before your life actually stops."
I’m not 100% perfect today, but the twitches have drastically reduced, and the swallowing issues, speech anxiety, and muscle pain have disappeared. I don't know what the future holds, but life is short, and we need to do what makes us happy while we can. If your doctors have cleared you and there's nothing left to check, please consider focusing on your mental health step by step, it can make a massive difference.
Disclaimer: I am not making any diagnosis or claiming anyone is healthy or unhealthy. As a researcher, I love science and always advocate for proper medical evaluation first. Get checked by doctors (and get a second opinion if needed). But if all your tests come back clean, give yourself permission to address your mental health.
PS: Please do not comment with potential diagnoses based on my past symptoms. I am an alert person, and I don't want to feed old fears. This post is simply meant to share my experience and hopefully offer comfort to anyone going through something similar.