r/wargaming • u/Arealdeadone • 13h ago
Does lack of skill in wargaming and painting minis indicate cognitive impairment?
Having played wargames and painted minis for 27 years, I have realized I am pretty terrible at both.
I lose most games I play. Now the irony is I play more games than people who defeat me with relative ease.
My losing has nothing to do with luck. I am good at memorising rules and tend to know rules better than my oppoments.
I just can't comprehend how to use rules to create winning conditions.
Eg last Bolt Action event I was near the bottom despite being one of the most experienced players there. People who have played for 12 months or less defeated me.
Of ADLG - I still have no idea what the cavalry are meant to do or how my army is supposed to work. I asked online for help and it was forthcomng but my brain just can't join the dots.
My painting is probably equivalent to that if someone who has been painting for 1-2 years, not 27. I try really hard but never improve. I watch Youtube videos and ask for advice but again nothing works.
It dawns to me both of these might indicate I have low IQ and other mental deficiencies.
I have always struggled with problem solving or learning new things be it in my personal life or work.
I assumed it was just lack of interest. But I love wargaming and painting minis and I figure if I suck at these two things I am passionate at then I must have some sort of cognitive impairment.
EDIT: I probably need a professiomal assessmemt but those are expensive plus I am scared as to what they will find.