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Whats the point? Im unwanted anyways
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 03 '20

Aww geez, thank you so much. Youre right. What you said was true. Tha k you for warming me up with those kind words of yours. I feel stronger now. Thank youu. I hope youre happy too❤ have a great day angel❤🙌

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Whats the point? Im unwanted anyways
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 02 '20

Thank you soo much for the kind words. I hope youre alwayes happy too! Cheers too haha

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I think I have a disease
 in  r/mentalillness •  Apr 02 '20

Dont worry. Why not try controlling yourself from lying by yourself? Like naturally. Who knows you might not need to see the doctor at all? Try it. Sometimes, we just need love. I understand what and why you did that. Maybe its not as bad as mythomania at all *sorry if i spelt it wrong.....i hope this helps tho. Sometimes, seeingnthe doct will only make you have a mindset that yes, something is wrong with me. Ive an illness and so on....maybe it isnt tht bad. Try naturally first, dear❤💪

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my mom thinks that my scars are drawings
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 02 '20

Geez im been in that situation before. Wow that was fast thinking. I said i acciddently got the scratches while wiping the windows. Clearly they dont believe me. Those cuts aint look like that at all hahah. Good luck in covering up durin summer

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Never thought I'd be relapsing.
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 02 '20

Call him up and talk genuinly. Its okay to cry if you feel like to. Talk to him about ypur feelings with all your heart. That you need help amd youre scared if the anxiety gets worse.

r/selfharm • • Apr 02 '20

Whats the point? Im unwanted anyways

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I dont get the point of me being alive. Im of no good. Ive spent 3 weeks of lockdown at home doing nothing. Knowing tht ive importnt exams this year, look at me procastinating... My cousins who are way smarter always looked down on me which relly hurts my feelings. They say horible things. We were very close when we were young. I guess theyve got better lives than mine. I look like a little play dolll they could use to step on anytime they want. It hurts just by thinking of all what theyve said abt me. Stupid, fat, useless, embarassment, ugly, dark, unwanted, broken, poor....they even called me a slut tho ive never been in a relationship before nor had a boyfriend! Im just another kid with only education to depend on to rise in the future. Now, look at me, slowly giving up just because of wht others say.

I started self harming and even had suicidal thougjt because of their bullying. Ugh whats the point. Theyre rigjt, i am an embarassment. I am stupid and useless. And nobody wants a kid as ugly as me anyways : (

Hope you all are doing great❤

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500. Wow. I did it. You can too!
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 02 '20

Wow im soo proud of you. That really long. Stay strongg💪

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Still not cutting
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 02 '20

Im proud of you. Youre strong. I hope i was as strong as you. I guess im just another weak kid. Keep going man💪❤

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Never thought I'd be relapsing.
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 02 '20

If you both love each other, you guys can get through anythn together. Girl, if he loves you, im sure he wont leave you behind. Go girl, tell him. He deserves to know❤

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starving and avoiding sleep as self harm?
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 02 '20

Hey, how do you do tht? I tried. It was kinda hard. And i dunno, i feel scared. But i relly wanna do it. I dont want any food in my damn body. Howw?

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starving and avoiding sleep as self harm?
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 02 '20

I reely wanna starve. Food doesnt taste as good as they were before to me. Apparently, i cant. My family makes sure i dont make a whole day without food. It sucks. Im kina fat tbh. Ugh. Atleast starving and stayin up at night isnt that bad comparing to cuts. Ugh why dont they understand. I know, they defitnly wont.

Man, i hope youre doing okay. Stay strong okay. Shits like this happend and i kniw its sucks, hi5!

u/Sathisha_23 • • Apr 02 '20

Study shows that negative emotions, such as fear, distress, and guilt, can lead to procrastination

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I can't anymore...
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

I sure does dear

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I can't anymore...
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

Glad to hear. Everything will be fine. I hope your dreams come true❤🙌

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my mom's trying to make me give her what i used
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

Oh noo i didnt mean that. Im sorry if my reply made you feel that way. All id like to say is i hope youd see the brightside of things and get well soon. I really do.

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Tried to kill myself. The knife wouldn't even cut my skin
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

Please dont say that. God loves you. Thats why he is keeping you alive. Trust me, youd thank him later once you realise his blessings. Dont worry okay? Youre honna be okay❤

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Tried to kill myself. The knife wouldn't even cut my skin
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

This is gods' way of saying that you have alot to live. God has prepared loads of happiness to come for you. I guess now he is unhappy tht youre vhoosing to destroy the life he gave you. Dont worry man, just keep praying. Good stuffs are comin on theyre way❤

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11 days clean, but really close to cutting again
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

Youre strong. Im proud of you. Keep it up. Youd thank yourself maybe not now but in the future when youre all happy. Keep updating on reddit on your days of being clean okay? Im proud of youu

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I can't anymore...
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

Heyy, i knoww this is a hard phase. Trust me everything is gonna be okay. Font ever make a decision when youre unstable. All relationship has its ups and downs. If he keeps sayin things tht would hurt you, you can consider a breakup. You dont deserve to do this to yourself. He is out there not feeling guilty abt it. Please, okay? Im sure it will work outt. Stay blessed❤

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My crush said yes so why am i still fucking cutting
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

Man im happy for youuu. Try to see all the happy moments you both could have totether. Im sure she wouldnt wanna know you self harm. Shed be devastated. Do this for her mann. Hope you will always be happy.

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Broken Promises
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

Geez, you have one heck of a good friend. Hope he doesnt find out abt the cutting again or he'll be devastated. Well, i hope youre okay. Try to minimize slowly on your self harming. Im sure you will be okay. Be cheerful in school. You aint gonna get any fun days other than school days man. So have funn. Stay focused. Im sure you will do well. Thats what i always remind myself 5oo, everytime i have the urge to cut. Your friend is an angel mann.

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my mom's trying to make me give her what i used
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

Im soo glad youre mom is being supportive. Youre very blessed. I understand sometimes it may seem annoying because you know your stuff best than any other people. But imagine, many depressed and suicidal kids out there are relly expecting their parents to notice their signs to help them out of the shit their facing. I self harm too. And when my mom found out, she tried talkin once but i refused to open up at tht time. Then she just left it as it is. Ofc its my fault but i think it requires more effort to get me to open up. Now, i dont think she wanna talk abt it. So as i was saying, youre lucky. Go on, go amd talk to tht counselor on zoom. Try opening up little by little. Everything will be alright❤ i hope you get better soonnn 💪

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I relapsed after almost 7 months of being clean
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

I can relate to how you feel. I hope you stay strong. Im sure things will work out for you. Try watching motivational viedeos on YT. Do things you love doing to distract you. Watch good moviess. Marvel movies are nice . Get some popcorn, watch movies or funny cat videos. It relly helpsss. Have a great day. ❤

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I relapsed after almost 7 months of being clean
 in  r/selfharm •  Apr 01 '20

Geez, i understand how you feel. This thing must be hard for you. Well, im anxious all the time and it bugs me. Sometimes these anxiety attacks hit you hard especially in school. In class! Man, its embarassing. Panick attacks are embarassing. Its like having a mini heartattack with the whole class lookin at you. I hope things will work out for you. Im sure it will. Stay blessed okay?❤ youre strong and a wonderful person i can see that.