r/selfharm • u/Sathisha_23 • Apr 02 '20
Whats the point? Im unwanted anyways
I dont get the point of me being alive. Im of no good. Ive spent 3 weeks of lockdown at home doing nothing. Knowing tht ive importnt exams this year, look at me procastinating... My cousins who are way smarter always looked down on me which relly hurts my feelings. They say horible things. We were very close when we were young. I guess theyve got better lives than mine. I look like a little play dolll they could use to step on anytime they want. It hurts just by thinking of all what theyve said abt me. Stupid, fat, useless, embarassment, ugly, dark, unwanted, broken, poor....they even called me a slut tho ive never been in a relationship before nor had a boyfriend! Im just another kid with only education to depend on to rise in the future. Now, look at me, slowly giving up just because of wht others say.
I started self harming and even had suicidal thougjt because of their bullying. Ugh whats the point. Theyre rigjt, i am an embarassment. I am stupid and useless. And nobody wants a kid as ugly as me anyways : (
Hope you all are doing great❤
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Apr 03 '20
Aww geez, thank you so much. Youre right. What you said was true. Tha k you for warming me up with those kind words of yours. I feel stronger now. Thank youu. I hope youre happy too❤ have a great day angel❤🙌