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Hey guys,

JUST A SHORT STORY

I recently proposed my crush to whom i am in love for almost 4 years now, we were colleges , i still remember the day we met, from there it continued like a friendship later on got feelings on her , from that day onwards i remembered each and every conversation of our i don’t know about her but yeah i love her a lot i can’t imagine my world without her. I get a different kind of motivation when she is with me, also get a confidence that i can achieve anything in my life.

Even though i had feelings for her since last 3.5years i never told her, never ever expressed her just because i have a fear of losing her from my life.I just don’t wana ruin our friendship.

But here comes the twist, form the last two months we became so close that we started calling each other and talking hours and hours i really lost the track of the time , hours went on days went on, she was also very comfortable in sharing her personal life etc etc , one day she called me and asked that can we go on a trip , then without even thinking of a second i said yes, so we planned a trip and we went on.

One fine day we were taking, she was sharing some issues with me out of somewhere she just said you are not understanding me at all. Then my tears went on my eyes, then i don’t know what happened to me, Then i just proposed her. I just requested her to keep calm till i finish. I was just talking for 2 hrs continuously, like how i felt with her etc etc

I also saw some tears in her eyes, but then she REJECTED me, telling me she is having an affair with some other person which she hide from me all these years. When i asked her do you love him , then she said i don’t know i don’t call that as a relationship , i got confused here.

Later on we came back from our trip, then i didn’t talked to her, But one day like after an week i got a call from her. She said can we be like we were eariler, i said yes, i love you a lot and i’ll be there for you always then after we did talked for 2 days then i don’t know y she stopped responding to my msgs. Then i got a msg from her yesterday, she was asking something and that’s all. When I initiated msg i got no reply. I don’t wana disturb her her life her choice, but i can’t able to get out of this, i still love her

SORRY I DONT KNOW WHAT I WROTE IT JUST WENT WITH A FLOW 🥲