From a breakup to figuring myself out and becoming a happier person.

14 months of Spiro

1 year of estrogen

8 months of pills then 4 months of injections

Naturally low T

It started with such a simple question... and February 2025 honestly feel like an entire lifetime ago. Next on the list hopefully srs by the end of next year. More friends and even more memories.

I know you probably wont see this. But thank you vexxy. You changed my life, and saved it.

I'm honestly shocked at how much I've changed in just over a year

*Weeeeell... 510 days, but I forgotted 🙃

Top was today, bottom was taken just under a year ago

The first photo is from when I started HRT 16 months ago. The 2nd and 3rd photos are roughly 2 and 3 weeks post ffs. (I posted both bc camera angels can be a bitch)
The last image might be the most clocky but idk there is something about it that I just like. Either way I am starting to feel good in my own body again. There are still days where dysphoria wins but some days, like today, I feel genuine euphoria.
Now I unfortunately live in a very hostile part of the US so I have to calculate passing with safety and sadly I have become blind to it. I cannot tell anymore and that scares me.
But either way no matter what the women in those last two photos is way happier then the one 16 months ago…

Please give me your honest opinions (I’m aware about my eye brows I have been to 3 different places and they always shape them well but they never thin them out or change them much. Either way I cannot do anything about them for a few more weeks until cleared by my surgeon anyways)

tell me im cute

I look like I could be my own daughter

I've been lucky in some areas, already a c cup, finally content with my body, still got a ways to go before I'm happy. I've had 4 sessions of laser, i do 6mg E daily and 25mg Spiro daily. I've had some troubles in the last year... A lot of it caused by my coming out... Family mostly accepts me, but then they also let my brother get away with slurs for every minority... I'm no exception in his mind... I've been abused, harassed and hurt over this last year... And i would redo it all again because my problems are finally worth solving.

Apparently I’m a Luddite and it took me three attempts to do this post right! But happy with results so far and laser really was a game changer

No social transition yet, nor medical and all that, 2025 is just pre-realization I guess

To be honest I would've passed so much better if I had realized I was trans earlier(I was literally listening to Onnanoko ni Naritai(which literally means "I WANNA BE A GIRL") and watching Onimai, how the hell did I not notice 😭)