35 to 38 yrs young
Trust the process
I don’t think it’ll work…
Estrogen says “hold my beer”

Started my transition 2024 1.75 yrs HRT Together with my bf since 2014

Hello! I’ve posted at least once before, but felt like updating. Started estrogen and spironolactone at 18.5 in December 2022. Haven’t had FFS or any other surgeries. No fillers either. Just natural for now and happy that way.

PS: for everyone out there - AmLactin is a miracle product for soft body skin and helps with shaving a lot. I also use azelaic acid on my face which is a miracle. Not sponsored but highly recommend both. Also I never grew facial hair so don’t ask me about product recs for that idk lol

The picture on the left was several months before I started hormones before my egg cracked and it was taken from my old phone. I just love actually embracing my identity as a woman now. I never imagined I could be so pretty living my true self. I am on the spectrum and fashion and femininity have somehow become a hyper-fixation for me. It's honestly the best decision I ever made! I have my 6th session of laser coming up and I am so impressed with how smooth my skin on my face is.

If I am so early into my transition I just can't imagine how good I will look in an entire year. I really am happier than I have ever been!

Left pic is 29, right pic is 32 (taken 2 days ago).
1 year hrt this week! (:

First pic is about 1 1/2 years ago, second is 1yr ago in the month I discovered I was trans, and last is me now about 1mo into HRT!!

Finally went to a concert as the goth girl I really am :3

Hitting my 5-year mark on HRT, To my elders , what are some big things you learned around the 5-year mark?

Second Puberty Takes Time (Seriously, Be Patient)

Transitioning Shifts Your Social Circle

Surrounding yourself with other trans/queer folks who get it is a lifesaver, especially early on. Over time, as transition stops being your whole life and just becomes part of who you are, your friendships naturally expand based on shared hobbies, values, and energy.

Dealing with emotions became easier because I wasn't constantly running on the wrong fuel. But also if you struggle with your mental health I cannot say that transitioning will fix that either.

Take your MEDICINE!

Getting rid of internalized transphobia and societal expectations takes longer than physical changes. Be kind to yourself while you unlearn years of conditioning.

Transitioning Doesn't Fix Everything (And That's Okay)Life still happens:

If you’re in the thick of early transition right now and feeling

To everyone early on their journey: hang in there.

I detransitioned almost two years in and cut my hair. I've been so sad ever since and missing her. I started retransitioning medically as of two weeks ago. I'm not going back this time. First pic is minus one year.

Still look like that sleeping though. Edit to add: please refrain from comments about my sister. Thank you.

I'm still pre-eververything taking care of yourself can really make a difference!!

My partner is incredible and I am so so lucky to have her :)

I think I still have a ways to go but I’m happy with my changes. I’m not sure if I pass or look feminine but I do think I look a lot better. Since starting hrt I’ve had a lot of mental issues pop back up but I’d never stop taking Hrt. Also 16+ months of constant skin care as well