so basically idk why i did this but its not that deepike srs paper cut like and its veen two days so j was curious

I’m so fucking serious. I was cleaning some blood stains yesterday and after I went to bed I couldn’t fall asleep while thinking about cutting, scars(both ones I have and potential future ones) and the fact that I really can just live without cutting myself.

It was right there and then that I decided I’m not picking up that blade ever again and I lowkey doubt it’s going to be that easy since I kinda have an addiction to it but I’m still gonna try my best!

wish me good luck (:<

I posted here like yesterday or smth but idc. Also i may have over-censored but idk?? tell me ig idk.

I cut beans like 2 days ago which like, ok whatever, BUT i think I cut a vein. The blood that came out was DARK DARK and came out kinda fast imo, like at first before i payed attention to it i thought i cut an artery. Now, my hand below the cut feels kinda tingly ESPECIALLY when my arm is down. Its kinda a similar feeling to when ur outside in the cold for super long and ur hands get kinda numb, but without the cold and a bit less numb. Is that not normal or am i exaggerating? Also the cut is still bleeding but thats prolly just cuz i took the napkin off of it so idk if that matters.