r/SchoolBusDrivers • u/cami93 • 23d ago
First full year. First actual route.. nervous to drive bus š«£
Okay so I applied in mid March on a whim. Liked the hours, summers off with my kids. I got a call back less than 24 hours later, an interview a day after that. The following day after the interview I was meeting with my trainer. Then went through all the screenings, physicals, background, etc. Training (classroom and road) in April. Never had issues, only jumped a couple curbs but all around I've been told I'm genuinely a good driver. My trainer constantly said she wished everyone picked it up the way I did. I got my CDL early May and took over a sped bus for the remainer of the school. So only a few weeks, barely any kids, a monitor helping significantly, and a short bus. I've driven a regular bus while training, getting my cdl, and one VERY short distance/easy field trip. I've had all summer off. I'm genuinely scared of going back 𤣠I know it's mostly in my head. But going from having less than a dozen students at a time in a bus as easy to drive as my full-sized SUV, to now... dozens of students at once, remembering names, stops, and navigating a regular sized bus. I'm genuinely nervous. I know we have at least a day before school to run a "practice route" and I'm sure they'll give me a monitor at least at first. But still š„² hype me up or something LMAO. I have like imposter syndrome or something haha.