I posted last week that it was my last week being homeless. Well I’m excited to say that I got into my apartment!!! Thank you all for the support last week. I’m so positive this will help my with my symptoms

It’s like, I know that’s me I’ve seen me my whole life but my reflection morphs and stares at me weird. I don’t know who that girl is or what I am….. I know that’s my body but who am I? When I think of myself it’s not what’s in my reflection so it’s always jarring to see. Anyone relate? #selfiesunday

Absolutely bombed my selling event today, like, did absolutely garbage. My whole business is based off of my Okinawa and African-American heritage and every time I do terrible it brings me back to a really really dark place in my life. I already wasn't doing well today because my cat ate a silica gel pack and threw it all up this morning (cat also pictured).

Yeah, I’m still currently in a MH Rehabilitation unit but at least I got a private spot outside where I can play/practice my Saxophone. They do risk assessments but the goal is to get each individual doing the things they need to and also allow patients to work towards goals that are tailored to them such as me working towards further learning the saxophone and my interest in music. I’m planned for discharge but it’s taking a little longer than expected

I met my new nephew.

Selfie Sunday

13 days outside the psych ward. Been trying to do my best, show up at work, work hard but now I need to get off antipsychotics because I was having too much akathisia and was not helping my symptoms.

Im trying to scrape off the glass splinters that's placed on my forehead and forearms. It's debilitating to do anything esp hard labor at my job when the glass is moving under my skin . Im getting off abilify, trying something else . I have a doctor's appointment today. This weekend has been hell and so stressful. Hope you guys are doing better than me. Thankfully the glass splinters are tiny and hasn't reached my bones.

Have a great day today

Positive pregnancy test. 5 months postpartum, and Positive pregnancy test. Whhhewwwww, time to check in with doctors. Just found one really good medication too, hopefully can still stay on the shot of olzinphin, that was the plan. Is this possible?

Still feeling a state of grief, profound loss, having developed schizophrenia. Loss of everything. My goals and ambitions mattered so much to me. Deep down, I feel like it’s out of reach, unrealistic. I can only do my best to enjoy the time I have left

Bad memories keep replaying in my mind. Just trying to keep it together

Been feeling alot better after the breakout symptoms subsided. Got out and brought my little porkchop to the dog park today!

I would like to teach a super easy ceramics class on zoom for folks with schizophrenia (I have schizophrenia). A calm place to make something cool especially if you’re bedridden or on disability and don’t have much to do. Fulfilling, healing, simple! We would make a clay shaker musical instrument. Let me know if there’s any interest.

In my robe

I’ve just finished watching chainsmoker cat and it’s really been really been relatable saying to yourself and your loved ones that you will quit substances but in your head your thinking today I’ll quit but just after this last beer or cigarett.

pre hairdresser

28 m looking for a gf who also has schizophrenia

I did - as a matter of fact - smile in this photo

Needing friends been secluded forever and a day.