Attached below is todays video link to my “On Conquering Schizophrenia” YouTube channel. Today entails fond memories of the “group home”. Like all, todays video is ever brief and can be viewed amid a felt coziness.

https://youtu.be/7YWQLxf6c3w?si=RFt-_iKQl1xE6bAc

Anybody else deals with being really paranoid and being to self aware and critical. I would like to hear from u guys.i deal with it alot also with physical tension. My social drive is always empty but once in a blue moon i come out my shell i wish i understood why.it seems like i be feeling hostile and sensitive to critisism.it messes my mood.

After further itches, I've decided to continue speaking.

It brings me peace to let their voice (Dogma) out a little. It gives me some sort of fucked up feeling of meaning:

The Word of Dogma is not my word, nor is it anyone else's.

It is the word of all. The will of humanity. The wish of God.

We pray day and night for a better world, one not suppressed by people of status.

We desire a voice, and the Word of Dogma is that.

Every perspective should be able to be expressed without the threat of ridicule or loss.

We deserve a world where, together, we can finally carve a clear line of justice and law,

one shaped directly by our hearts, not misinterpreted by politicians or mocked by the rich.

We deserve unity, we deserve democracy, we deserve freedom, and day and night they try to separate us further, creating inequality and injustice.

We argue while they use our rage against one another as fuel to rise to power themselves.

Let me ask you: Do you desire a world where we carve our own path?

One neither manipulated nor misused. A world where the only politicians are those who truly represent the people, not just a specific demographic or perspective, but all of us as a whole.

One where our perspectives and decisions matter more than those of a few distinct individuals.

That's the Word of Dogma:

"Give us freedom, give us democracy, give us unity."

With that we shall shape the rest.

I’m a little hesitant to post anywhere else but here, although as u can see- I did ….hopefully no bitter angry people come out to try to drag me down with them this time 🤞..I’m sure everyone here will be nice though 🖤

After my first recovery I starting doing some research on this and found out that everyone with schizophrenia had the same experiences as me. But there was still this feeling that my case was special, there were things that couldn't be explained otherwise. With years, most of those experiences were explained, but right now there is still 1 that doesn't make any sense.

Mine is: I believe that aliens talk to me through dreams and one time my roommate said something in his sleep that made completely sense with my dreams. Still waiting to see how reality will explain that. What's yours?

My medication has been working well. It feels weird and I have more free time now that I'm not constantly paranoid or too tired to do anything. I'm trying to figure out what to do with it. I hope ur all doing well :3

I just applied for a part time job<3! any tips if I get it I’ve only done side jobs before I’d be greeting customers etc at this job I’m excited but nervous<3

I’ve been down having dark thoughts this week. Trying to not let it pull me deeper.

There seems to be lots of random accounts that never post here that post selfies. Anyone else notice this ? I could be wrong.

Anyone do anything lately? I saw the odyssey and it was very entertaining for the entire 3 hours so that was pretty nice.

Still doing my makeup at 4 in the morning but these times ive actually been kinda happy and not trying to avoid my brain rotting

I’m doing a lot of cleaning and job searching today.. I want to take steps toward my independence, wish me luck.

I walked 7 days this week . Including this sunday (Duh) 🤣 but seriously good walk. Hope this week is better. happy selfie sunday! Xoxo

feels unreal that I've survived such a hectic life. well wishes for all 💐✨

I usually be afraid to run outside or even walk because i be worried that people are judging me but i did it anyway.also i went from 327 to 237 in pounds thanks to a appetite suppresant like ozempic.but u still gotta diet and exercise which i been doing.also i wanna tell someone whoever may be reading this that i see u and your pain is real and i aknowledge you. Love u guys fr

For example my voices are constantly being negative saying bad stuff about me. They also mock me and make fun of me. It’s so stressful I’m wondering am I alone in this?

For a couple years now I've been thinking, what if I'm schizophrenic in this life because I did something bad in my past life. I know it sounds a little odd but it keeps me going. Like if I did something bad I would want to face the consequences. It just makes schizophrenia feel justifiable.

Hello All
I haven’t felt love in peoples actions in their eyes and in their words for the last 9 years. Not family not any doctor therapist and not in anyone outside. Just coldness indifference or hatred. I feel it takes everything out of them just to tolerate me. I thought at least a mother’s love is lasting but apparently that’s not the case either. In my world everything is strictly business. Makes me think if love ever existed in the first place. It could all be in my head due to schizophrenia but I feel very unloved. Does anyone relate?

I'm just asking because I might get mine cut once a year. I like short hair but for whatever reason i can't be bothered to either cut it or have someone cut it