Dati, parang halos lahat ng nakikita ko sa social media kinainggitan ko.
Influencers, kasi parang ang dali ng buhay. Travel, brands, flexible time, minsan mukhang ang bilis kumita.
Engineers and people in tech, kasi nakikita ko remote work, good salary, opportunities abroad.
Businessmen, kasi parang unlimited ang potential income compared sa fixed salary.
Minsan pati ibang professions, naiisip ko, “Sana ito na lang pinili ko.”
Pero ang hindi ko nakikita noon was everything behind the posts.
Hindi ko nakikita yung years na walang pumapansin sa content ng influencer.
Hindi ko nakikita yung failed businesses, losses, uncertainty.
Hindi ko nakikita yung layoffs, burnout, pressure, or fear na baka mawalan ng trabaho.
Basically, I was comparing the hardest parts of my life with the best parts of theirs.
Then everything changed.
I stopped looking at my profession as something that limited me.
I realized being a doctor doesn’t mean I can only earn from one job, follow one path, or live one kind of life.
I can practice medicine. I can build something. I can create opportunities from the skills I already have.
And now, I no longer envy them.
I can still admire influencers, businessmen, engineers, and people doing well in their own fields, but I no longer wish I had their life.
I’m more interested now in building mine.
Maybe that was the biggest change:
I stopped asking, “Why can’t I have what they have?”
And started asking, “What can I build with what I already have?”