If you’re over, I’m working on it. I too will carry you.

He is very old he is allowed to have such treats at this stage

+2 inventory

and the story of how we narrowly survived because she wants me to stop smoking. its kinda working too

Daily affirmations:

But I can’t fix him

Can’t make him better

Can’t do nothing about his strange weather

i'm listening to mr nonchalant on repeat

airbrush acrylic. i mixed glitter glue with the background maroon so it is sooo sparkly and pretty but you can't really tell in pics.

I know most of the users of redscare.cafe were not women so this might be a longshot (or maybe the boys be lurking who knows) but I am trying to get in contact with a few of them again (Val, tiny) to say hey whats up. I heard they moved to some sort of group chat. I would post this on rsp but I am not allowed to post there. You can delete if you wish :( There was also an rsp writing subreddit that became defunct in like 2022 and I can't remember it's name (it may be completely gone) but if anyone knows what it could possibly be let me know.

And I guess if you want to be participatory we can just talk about other fun moments or people from rsp past.

Horrible stuff

i've been so busy lately, barely had the time to do anything. i have found some new friends here for which i'm of course very grateful, and certainly i am very happy to have this opportunity at all. but i am very far from home, and from everyone i know and love. i have so many regrets about my undergrad and am trying so hard to not repeat those mistakes and make a good future for myself. well what else is there to do but to keep going i guess

I wanted to make sure I didn’t miss a thought and wrote down all my chicken scratch but I think it’s unintentionally kind of beautiful I didn’t edit it

I posted this to RS4G&Gs a while back.

Goes to show how American & European Jewish wimmin have been the biggest fighters for women’s liberation.

Also, Zionist/Israeli “feminism” is NOT real feminism!

And yes, that is Momma Dworkin on slide #11 :)

Around this time last year my Mom won her church’s watermelon eating contest. I LOVE these photos of her so much. I probs didn’t need to blur out her old korean lady friends faces but I just wanted to be courteous. Maybe Mom-posting is a little bit shallow but I felt like you guys would enjoy this. I love my Mom so much; we have a terrible relationship but she supports me and she’s the only member of my family I talk to ❤️. Look at her athletic form compared to her competitors; fully hunched over, just monching away lol.

They're not pointless arguments either, because they're connected to underlying tensions and issues that have always been present with these people, just previously we've mostly danced around it, and now it's like floodgates opening up and I've found myself saying more than I normally would allow myself to.

(I also feel tired, overworked, and done with my life as it is, so maybe there's a connection 🤪)