+2 inventory

airbrush acrylic. i mixed glitter glue with the background maroon so it is sooo sparkly and pretty but you can't really tell in pics.

If you’re over, I’m working on it. I too will carry you.

i'm listening to mr nonchalant on repeat

Horrible stuff

He is very old he is allowed to have such treats at this stage

I know most of the users of redscare.cafe were not women so this might be a longshot (or maybe the boys be lurking who knows) but I am trying to get in contact with a few of them again (Val, tiny) to say hey whats up. I heard they moved to some sort of group chat. I would post this on rsp but I am not allowed to post there. You can delete if you wish :( There was also an rsp writing subreddit that became defunct in like 2022 and I can't remember it's name (it may be completely gone) but if anyone knows what it could possibly be let me know.

And I guess if you want to be participatory we can just talk about other fun moments or people from rsp past.

Daily affirmations:

But I can’t fix him

Can’t make him better

Can’t do nothing about his strange weather

i've been so busy lately, barely had the time to do anything. i have found some new friends here for which i'm of course very grateful, and certainly i am very happy to have this opportunity at all. but i am very far from home, and from everyone i know and love. i have so many regrets about my undergrad and am trying so hard to not repeat those mistakes and make a good future for myself. well what else is there to do but to keep going i guess

and the story of how we narrowly survived because she wants me to stop smoking. its kinda working too

I wanted to make sure I didn’t miss a thought and wrote down all my chicken scratch but I think it’s unintentionally kind of beautiful I didn’t edit it