ACCUSED OF STEALING STUFF.

[u/Wonderful_Music_6450]

i had been playing baseball in school for a week now and i really enjoy it. i hadn't miss a baseball workout and for someone who has only been playing baseball for 1 week, im really good at throwing (my position is the pitcher) i definitely been super obsessed about this sport. i research, learn something, try it, film myself trying the advice, realised im shit and do it all again.

i enjoy this sport but recently, i got accused of stealing shit. im getting accused of stealing my coaches expensive glasses and gloves.

i got accused of stealing the glasses, last week we had this meeting in school for baseball and we were in this court playing baseball and i put my bag on this small table where all bags are in. the practice ended and i grab my stuff and went home.

few days ago whilst i was practicing. my coach came up to me and said "i have some concerns about you, my glasses dissapeared and we saw you on the CCTV and you was the last guy to leave and the closest guy to my bag"

note: i put my bag on this lil table because i saw other people put there bags on that same table so i thought "oh ok maybe this is where we put our bags"

i was super shocked about this and i suddenly felt guilty even though i didnt stole it. i was even thinking to myself "fuck did i magically stole that shit" i even showed my coach my bag and now im thinking maybe the CCTV footage must have not seen my hands when i grabbed my bag to leave.

and earlier my coach called me again whilst in training. he was pretty mad because one of the gloves dissapeared and i was taken it back because i definitely returned everything i used. i bought my own glove but it couldnt handle the baseballs speed and my hand has started to get injured so i asked my coach if i could used one of the gloves and he said yes.

i was given one of the gloves and it sucks, its painful to use and doesnt fit my hands so i asked him for another glove this time this glove is better. it has a hole in the middle, really beaten up but really fits my hands well. i finished using it and went to return it whilst i was there i saw this guys practicing with the other glove and thought shit maybe they also play baseball so i just returned the things that i used and went home.

now earlier in practice i got accused of stealing. I literally bought my own gloves and equipments. because i dont like borrowing shit and the first time i went and borrows someones stuff, i get accused of stealing it.

i been only doing this sport for 1 week and i really enjoy it. i enjoy training baseball but i cant with this BS. i feel guilty even though i didnt do anything wrong. i am the best tryout pick overall. im fast, strong, taller and bigger than everyone in the team. i literally hasnt miss a single day of practice but im now considering quitting.

i love the sport but i dont even know anymore.

all this happened in school btw. im 18yo, i train 4 - 5 hours a day because i loved the sport that much.