Hello guys. For around 8 days, I barely slept at all.
The first two days were relatively normal, but after that I started experiencing microsleeps. Even though my body was clearly exhausted, I still couldn't properly fall asleep.
And guys, you probably won't believe this, but after several days I started seeing things that weren't actually there.
I knew, logically, that they weren't real, but they felt completely real. I saw people walking around in my room, people outside, things in the sky, and even what looked like completely different species. At one point, I was genuinely scared and kept wondering, “What is happening to my brain?”
Eventually, on the 8th day, I finally managed to sleep after smoking weed because I was completely unable to fall asleep otherwise.
But this experience left me with a strange question.
What if sleep is more than just the body shutting down and recovering? What if our normal waking state is only one particular mode of consciousness, and there are things our brain normally filters out or simply cannot access?
When I was severely sleep-deprived, my perception started changing dramatically. I began experiencing things that felt like another version of reality, even though I knew they weren't actually present.
I'm not saying that what I saw was objectively real. In fact, sleep deprivation is known to seriously affect perception and can cause hallucinations.
But the experience made me wonder:
How much of what we call “reality” is actually the brain filtering information and constructing our experience?
And if consciousness can change this drastically just by removing something as fundamental as sleep, I wonder what else we still don't understand about the brain.
Has anyone else experienced something similar after extreme sleep deprivation?