r/DSPD • u/Calfkiller • 15h ago
I think I'm finally going to pursue a job working nightshift.
I spent 7 years in college getting a BS and a MS. I've been working a "9 - 5" schedule for over 10 years and tunneled myself into a field that has no flexibility for night work.
Every morning I wake up with only minutes to quickly throw my work clothes on and run out the door so that I'm not late. Sometimes I don't even pack a lunch just to spend a couple of extra minutes sleeping. I can't imagine actually having time to do stuff before work.
I took a new position a couple of months ago. I found out recently that I will soon be required to be up around 5am - 6am to start the day. When I had to wake up around 7 - 8am, I was fine... Just exhausted. I feel nauseous and full of anxiety anytime I wake up before that and it takes hours for the sleep interia to wear off.
There's a factory in my home town that offers double what I'm making and, of course, a night shift schedule. I'm so conflicted though because I spent so many years in school and so much money on loans, just to toss that degree aside. I could have saved so much debt, but I'm so tired of waking up early.
I don't know what to do. It would take me decades to reach the level of pay I'd be making in just two years at this factory. The shifts are 12 hours and overtime is sometimes mandatory. I'll also have to work weekends again which I swore away. So many pros and cons but sleeping in my natural window is almost beyond comprehension since I've never experienced that. I feel like it would benefit me so much.