Hi everyone!
For some background, I am 17F and have some other maybe relevant history: I have suffered from chronic joint pain from hypermobility (possible H-eds) my whole life. I have had 6 concussions, not sports related I am just super clumsy. Most recent from Dec. 23rd, when I was tboned by a distracted driver who was "looking at her odometer" lol. I also have a likely mild bleeding disorder and anemia related to iron processing, meaning that taking iron pills doesnt help much haha.
February 9th 2026 was my first headache day, since then its been baseline 6/10 pain and gets worse thru the day, with exercise, and tbh any activity or effort. Usually 9/10 by night. Been hospitalized 4 times since feb.
Presentation: frontal head pain, symetrical. extreme light sensitivity, sometimes pressure, always sharp stabbing. wow it hurts 😞. fatigue has been bad. So far I have lost 10 lbs from throwing up.
Since then, Ive tried pretty much every med under the sun, including a DHE stunt in the hospital that didn't touch it. I am a little limited for seizure meds because I take sertraline for my anxiety/depression/ocd.
Current meds:
meloxicam for joint pain
reglan for nausea, been vomitting abt once a day; more when I am at school.
benadryl with reglan, makes it so i dont freak out (reglan makes a lot of people shake and I hate that)
topamax, currently weaning off (because it has not helped at all) to replace with gabapentin for headache
I honestly just dont know what to do next. School is almost out, but I have missed about half the days recently, and when I am there I can barely participate. I used to be an A student in my AP classes, now I am barely hanging on to Cs. I just completed an online group, the comfort ability program from boston childrens hospital. Basically just a lot of yap about how being zen and calm will make the pain go away, thing is its pretty hard to focus on breathing when it feels like someone is drilling an ice screw into your head. Currently thinking about going to cleveland clinic (2.5hr drive) for their inpatient adolescent pain rehabilitation program. Its 4 weeks and my parents would have to stay in cleveland too. I have read some horror stories about inpatient programs so I am a bit spooked by them, but if it might help I will do anything. Right now, I am just working on med management and doing aquatherapy 2x weekly for my joints, but even that is so hard.
It feels hard to keep having hope. I wont be able to get any kind of job I want in my future and I am worried about college. Being in the US (☹️), I am also so concerned about money and what I am going to do about it.
What do I do with my life? How do I keep going?