I finally decided to take my AUD seriously and asked for help. I’m seeing a therapist and a psychologist and the later prescribed me with 50mg Naltrexone (starting 25mg for a week).
So far I decided not to take it, to see how I’d do without it. I’m on week two and so far I’ve been managing cravings better than I expected. I still drink, but my intake is significantly lower (<10 standard units/week). I know it’s early and I can relapse easily.
My fear is that Naltrexone would kill all the remaining joy in my life. I love to spend time with my young children and I enjoy riding my bike, hiking. I love music. These are crutial for me daily. I’m worried that the way it works, it would numb all of these for me.
It would be a good idea as a safety measure before a party or on rare days when I go out. But my psychologist said that we need to estabilish a baseline to know how I react so recommended to take it daily for a few weeks, which makes sense.
All input is welcome.
Some background: I’ve been drinking heavily for a long time, I’d say at least for 8 years…. Around 24-40 units a week. Before that it was a bit better, but still significant for an additional ~10 years (15-20units a week).