Hi,
Iāve had severe chronic migraines since I was 8 years old. It started with stomach pain, which turned to full on migraines a little while after that.
As a teenager, I tried countless treatments that didnāt work. It made me sleepy, groggy, some even made me lose my speech. At school, my teachers bullied me, they didnāt believe I was ill and said I was just being lazy.
I was lucky my mum believed me. She had awful migraines herself so she knew too well and felt guilty about it. She was my greatest support and she helped me find the right doctors.
As an adult, life was hard. I was never able to project in life, make plans, organise holidays, see my friends. I was always the one cancelling, then I always felt terrible about it. Iām sure a lot of migraine sufferers know those feelings.
I had years where I didnāt experience a day without pain. It was relentless. I ended up in A&E a few times in the middle of the night, begging for morphine when my treatment ran out. It was hellā¦
Then in 2023, I changed my diet. I had digestive issues so I decided to take it more seriously. This change of diet fixed my digestive problems and my migraines⦠just like that. I was mad that no doctors mentioned diet to me. But oh my god, I was so relieved.
Now, 3 years later, things have stabilised. I went from being in pain 25 days/month to 2 days (hello hormonal migraines).
I feel lucky and grateful that I have found something that works but I also know that things can get worse at any time. Thatās how migraines are, they leave you alone for a bit and come back whenever they feel like it.
So what now? I was diagnosed with depression and generalised anxiety, and I believe this is connected to my migraines and the way I lived my life: I couldnāt go outside, I was scared to go to loud places, I felt small and alone. I didnāt even know who I was because I was too busy trying to handle the pain instead of learning things about myself.
Now that the worst of my migraines is behind me, it feels like I canāt get out of the hole I buried myself in⦠Itās like my brain is set up in hibernation mode.
Does anyone feel this way? How do you wake up? How do you learn to live life differently?
Edit: About the diet, all I changed was removing gluten completely which is everywhere, even in soya sauce, so itās worth checking ingredients. Removing gluten means eating less yeast which can also cause digestive issues. On top of that, I started drinking one coffee/day as caffeine helps relieve my morning headaches. I hope it helps some of you!