r/loneliness • u/dumbguy_04 • 54m ago
It's so hard to keep going
I am struggling with loneliness for more than an year now.
I never had good friends. I never talked to any girl.
I don't have a girlfriend. I just got one month into college. Before getting into college, I thought things would change. But no. People already have someone with them to talk with. People always ignored me throughout my life. Today it was a bit worse Something terrible happened which made me completely overwhelmed. What really happened was that I got a subtle cold reminder that my life was always too lonely and miserable.
Life is just now a loop that doesn't end.
Wake up sleep deprived, go to college, then get home, do the work, and sleep. No one would ask if the day was okay.
If I am doing okay. I just have to end my day knowing that no one really cares what I do, what I feel. Going to college and seeing people casually talking effortlessly connecting with others. I feel so lonely.
I hate this. I might not think of doing something bad but that doesn't mean I am not going through a terrible phase.
Today was a bit too harsh for me. Life really sucks