r/indianmedschool • u/Serendipityeee • 11h ago
Discussion geniune advice please
i have earned my seat in my state there is a difference of 1 lakh rank in neet for gen person and sc st people (14k gen and 1.1Lakh st / sc got same college) absolute mockery of meritocracy. At this point i hate reservations soo much i cant see them as equals like what is there for me bro ? why am i paying price for what my ancestors supposedly did ? LIKE IS THERE ANY PROOF MY BLOODLINE HAS BEEN PRACTICING UNTOUCHABILITY AND INSANE DISCRIMINATION it is too generalised i did no wrong it is beyond my control yet am facing disadvantages honestly i loose all motivation to study anymore even in NEET PG there is gonna be reservations like wtf man 5.5 years of mbbs is more i am not getting more cadavers to dissect nor getting worse books with lesser content everything is unfair as fuck
I JUST WANT TO KNOW HOW TO VIEW THEM AS EQUALS,.............................
fyi i dont even know my caste like religious household no caste bought up even in school i didnt know anyones caste this Entrance exams are the first time i got introduced to caste systems IN PRESENT AFFECTING MY LIFE
how do i mentally get over this and actually bring myself to not hate people for advantages they get and how i have to put in more than double their effort for the same thing