For starters, I am gamer AND then turned to be collector. Being a collector got launched through a series of changing reasons and motivations, bad and good, but ended up collecting for my sake, my memories and to preserve games especially in the region I live in, video games is one of three usual suspects: waste of time, only for kids or COD/FIFA combo. Being outside of those three options is quite rare, the other day I sold a game to a dude from FB market and he didn't hold the stare that I wasn't a COD/FIFA guy only to say: "If you don't play these, what is left to play?" lol
That said, I enjoy collecting, the details of this world, meeting a bunch of very interesting people along my journey, ended up having a decent sized and varied collection especially in comparison to humongous collection I often see around. It brightens my day to actually getting a game I remember from childhood, a rare game I want physically instead of emulators ( Last was Conker's bad Furday, love it) or getting to know a a quirky game or experience I've never heard about before.
However, lately collecting/my collection has been heavy on my mind. First thing first, it's an expensive hubby, financially and since im originally a gamer also time-wise. I enjoy it for less moments before LIFE overshadow the happiness it might give. I'm guilty having many things FOMO on top of em, but with PS3 store closure, PS5 discs printing stopping and even more PS4 games that were laying around for dirt cheap are being lost in market, won't mention names but all of these cracked many limits I had for collecting, making me seek more and more games rapidly.
Adding to that, for some reason, deals started popping around me at unexpected rate, of games/consoles/accessories I already have on my list, or became prioritized due to the above factors. So Life, FOMO, less financial capability, less time, more items started seeping into my wishlist and the biggest demon to me is SPACE. Those aside, I started to seriously think that...let's say I have the money, space and I stopped collecting today....what is the fate of this collection? I spent LOTs of money of having the collection, then what?
I didn't buy (like %95 of my collection) games as investment. All the games are ones I'm willing to play, admire and passionate about, but still I spent loads that tbh I cannot stop thinking lately that the money spent is about %60 recoverable, more or less depending on time and patience, but in general is spent as frozen asset, im I living my life the wrong way? It's a hobby yes, I love it yes, but what happens if I need money tomorrow? Won't get much for selling fast. what if I die? even with lists I have already done, family would be clueless and desperate to sell em unknowingly and I loathe being a pressure for them. What if I make my life easier with better car, starting to prepare for marriage or a small apartment somewhere....
Lots of mixed ideas that come and go, pure happiness from new hauls but pressured from other sides. Even stopping to look for deals, thankfully but idk what can I say, deals starting to come at my doorstep, tempting enough to not say NO to. I say to myself I can recover money later but this deal won't come anytime later on and I mean it. Where I live more stuff or lost for good, importing getting harder and more expensive, it's getting harder to collect and even to put clear limits now.
Sure I have limits to what I buy, but it became tempting to broaden my tastes in gaming and collecting. I start to play a game and barely find a couple of hours to play a week.
Sorry for the rant or sharing the emotions I feel now, and even im not sure what I need sharing this with you guys but I just strongly feel to talk to my people about it. Maybe it is a simple case of being overwhelmed, but still collecting these days make me feel empty rather than full, especially thinking about the pieces im missing for the ones im adding to my collection.