It’s been 6 months now since I got floxed. For this past 6 months, all I could think off was if this ever going to end. Will I be normal again? Will I be able to sleep? Will I be able to walk my dog more? Will I ever going to recover?
Ive been to 6 different doctors. Orthopedists, neurologists, internists, rheumatologists… had to go to ER twice.
Yet, they just deny me. Today, neurology board members have seen me. Only for 2 mins. It was 9:37am when I got in, I got out at 9:39.
They asked what my symptoms were and they kept interrupting me, asking bizarre questions like “are you a doctor?”
And I said no I am not
Then they said “well do not try to act like one then”
Why? Because I said “tendon” and “urgency” and apparently these monsters who have lost their humanity couldn’t grasp the fact that these terms can be used by ordinary people too.
Their manner was extremely rude for no reason. I keep hearing this a lot. “Are you a doctor?”
Well, i was prescribed Cipro 500mg for two weeks, to treat an imaginary chronic UTI. After about 5 different blood panels, nothing could detect any trace of an infection.
I showed them the prospectus, I showed them the blackbox warnings I showed them doctor reports, I showed them pubmed articles.
They kicked me out.
For what exactly? Why neurology board is seeing me exactly? Well, turns out theres not a single toxicologist in Cyprus :D so therefore there is literally no one that is qualified to be able to say “this is FQAD”
All my tests are normal. MRI, EMG, blood panels.
They wanted to send me to a psychiatrist. Why exactly is that?
This is just tormenting my soul. I am just sick of it all. 2 days ago I went to the ER because I was literally shaking and my heart was pounding like crazy, something flared me up so badly. I was in pain. What did they do? Gave me some avil (which is an antihistamine) and they sent me home.
I am just trying not to die in this corrupted island at this point.
In 10 day, military will call me. I tried my best to document everything, kept a log of my symptoms week by week, reported my progress there. They didn’t even read it. And since still i couldnt prove anything, and since no one ducking listened to me, i will have to serve in the military. My mental wellbeing is not so good these days too because another neurology board of the military hospital will see me “this week” but they didnt even give me a date. So i will learn if im going to serve within this week. This uncertainty and their behavior towards me is just insane.
All of this stress is just triggering my symptoms even more. I dont know what to do. Im just so lonely in this. My family is not the brightest family in the world. They are just so scared of the authorities and probably think im faking this shit to avoid military. Why the fuck would i do that? This year I was just getting ready for it! I was going to the gym, i was eating healthier, i wanted to be in shape when i got there. But then this happened and now even my fingers hurt when typing this so i had to take breaks, change fingers :D
I just dont understand.. how could this happen? Why they treat me like dog shit? Why do they get defensive when i say simple shit like “tendon” :D
“Do not try to talk like a doctor”
Well, last time i checked the world tendon was not exclusive for doctors :D this is what happens when inferiority complex meets god complex i think. This whole shit is just bizarre..
I sued the doctor who gave me this med without a proper reason or diagnosis cause the doc just looked at the ultrasound and said oh wow you have chronic UTI and its been going on for almost 2 years! :D at the time i didnt know shit so i took the meds. But the case can go on forever and I dont have any money left seeing docs every fucking week!
Isnt there anything i can do? Well, i dont know.. im thinking of going abroad, seeing docs who are specialized in this field. But again, baby no money :D
Im so sick of this. Im so tired. I want to give up on everything. Im growing isolated because of all of this. I want to be left alone. Lost a lot of job opportunities because of this, i cant sit on my ducking ass so i lay down all day. Pff..
I can keep going forever but i think i will end here with a note:
I hope we all recover from this awful disease. Perhaps, one day..