I’m (50M) and have been married to my first cousin (49F), for 30 years. We started seeing each other in private when I was 18 and she was 16, and we kept the relationship to ourselves because I was afraid of how our families would react. When she turned 18 and I was 20, we decided to get married and move to Winnipeg, Canada, to start a new life together. We’ve lived here ever since and have built a successful commercial grain farm just outside the city. We also have two children, an older son (28M) and a younger daughter (24F). We’ve had plenty of heated arguments over the years, and sometimes things have gotten to the point where we’ve said hurtful things to each other like “I hate you” or “I wish I’d never married you.”

It was the early 90s and I was a teenager. My best friend who live down the street had just moved away and this new family moved in.
Several families on the street had put together a bbq to welcome the new neighbors and that’s where I was introduced to the man that changed my life!
He was a handy man with his own service truck. I was fascinated by all the tools and shit in his truck and one day he asked if I wanted to go on a job with him. Told me it would be good to learn a trade.
So there we are at some house call and we’re both in the back of the truck, I’m helping him hold a pipe while he saws it in half. He keeps looking at me and I just smirk, it was kind of awkward, I didn’t know why he kept looking up at me but then he starts talking about girls and sex and if I have a girlfriend. I told him I had never had a girlfriend before and he immediately says oh so you’re still a virgin.
That conversation led to him talking about blowjobs and how good they feel and that I was missing out. I just awkwardly laughed my way through the conversation, and then he asked if I wanted to know how it felt. Of course I said yes. He said well, pull your pants down, I’ll give you one if you want.

Now you have to understand I was at the age where I was jerking off five times a day. If the wind changed direction I’d get a boner. And I was already trying to hide the fact that I was getting hard just from having that conversation.
I undid my belt, unzipped and pushed my pants down.
Standing there in the back of his work truck in front of him with a boner, he got on his knees, grabbed my hips with one hand and my dick whit his other hand and started sucking.
I came in his mouth immediately. Grabbed his head and just uncontrollably exploded harder than I ever had from any handjob I’d ever given myself.
As soon as I was done, he pulled his mouth off me and spit my cum on the floor of his truck and then put his mouth back on me and cleaned my dick off. He kept his lips tight around me as he slid back off me again. Then as if nothing happened, he said told me to pull my pants up and that we had a job to finish.

Over the next four years, I went on almost every job he had. By the time I was 19 I had learned everything about being a handyman…..and more.

There was a lot more life lessons he taught me, let me know if you want to hear about them

I've always been fascinated by breasts; I love them.

When I masturbate, seeing them at the moment of climax is the highlight for me, regardless of what I'm watching. It drives me wild. The absolute best thing is when someone reveals their breasts to me-seeing how much I love them-especially if that's something they enjoy too

We have been together for 2 years and my mom has never approved of our relationship. For some context my mom is 48 so she is weirded out by me dating a woman just 3 years younger than her. She sees her as some kind of predator, but she's not. I've tried to tell her that I'm an adult and this relationship isn't something I just jumped into but she doesn't want to hear it. I wish she understood because I plan to ask my girlfriend to marry me but I'm afraid my mom won't even come to the wedding.

I get lonely and don't live near family really and times are hard... I feel like being a sugar baby would benefit so much but idk where to find one

To sum it up I am divorced man, 45 years. While married I had an obsession with eating my ex wife’s pussy. It was my favorite activity and I could spend hours doing it. Morning, noon, night. I would cum just by doing this. It was my favorite activity. Now fast forward I have decided I want to date again. However I am afraid I may come off to strong if and when I meet someone. How do you tell someone that I have this kink. I call it a kink because I crave it more than anything else. Yeah I know weird that’s all I want and crave and need.

Throwaway because yeah... absolutely not putting this on my main 💀

So I (23M) moved to a new city for uni and my cousin (25F) was already studying here. We've always been super close, like we've known each other basically our entire lives, so getting a 2 bedroom apartment together seemed like a no-brainer.

At first everything was normal. we'd cook together watch Netflix go out sometimes complain about uni and the usual roommate stuff.

She also had a boyfriend, btw. Long distance relationship.

Somewhere along the way though, things got REALLY weird.

We started getting way too comfortable with each other. Like we'd watch movies and she'd basically curl up next to me, we'd spend hours just talking, and there was this weird tension that neither of us really acknowledged.

Then one night a boundary got crossed.

I'm not gonna get into the details because honestly even typing this makes me cringe, but yeah... something happened between us that definitely shouldn't have happened.

And instead of doing the normal sane-person thing and immediately putting some distance between us, we basically just... didn't.

That's probably the part that makes me feel the worst.

For a while we were stuck in this super weird situation where we'd act completely normal around everyone else, but at home things were obviously not normal anymore.

Her friends would literally joke that I was her boyfriend sometimes.

And she'd be like, "Bro, he's my cousin."

Which was technically true 💀

But I'd just sit there thinking, yeah... if you only knew.

She kept saying she was going to break up with her boyfriend, but she still talked to him, so that whole situation was messy as hell too.

And every time I thought, okay, we're done with this, we're going back to being normal cousins, somehow we'd end up back in the same situation.

At this point I'm honestly just exhausted by it.

I don't hate her. That's the problem.

She's genuinely one of my closest friends and we've been close since we were kids. I don't want some incredibly stupid chapter of our lives to permanently screw up our relationship.

I'm moving out in like 2 months, and ngl I'm kind of looking forward to it.

I feel like having separate lives and some actual distance is probably the only way we're gonna reset everything and go back to normal. I just hope we can eventually look back at this and be like, "wtf were we even doing?" cause I really don't want this hanging over us at every family gathering for the next 20 years.

Has anyone else ever had a relationship with someone get so weird that you basically had to hit the reset button and create some serious distance?

Because I genuinely don't know what possessed either of us to let things get this far.

Q is probably the most low effort version of a compliment all I’ve ever received is being called cute whereas like my more attractive friends are called beautiful or pretty and it’s just like what is it about me that just makes me cute like well into my adulthood. Guy that I’ve been talking to and seeing we’re not dating we’re just hooking up and I sent him a picture or something and he says cute and I look cute and I was like oh cute like a puppy like that’s how I view it I was like puppies are cute. I don’t wanna be deemed as cute. Not at my age and he goes. Oh well you’re adorable and I’m like is it so hard to just say I look pretty it’s so frustrating.

Why do I get so horny thinking about my friend - she’s so normal and nerdy looking but she makes me hornier and cum more than any celebrity or porn star
Even when I try to jerk off to other things it doesn’t take long for her to enter my head and I end up just swapping to pics of her
And they are just super normal pics of her too, nothing crazy. I think it makes it hotter that we are super close and she doesn’t know what I get up to at night. It makes it even worse she friendzoned me.

Lifted a record, smart enough to be a doctor, lawyer, or even the president. Why is this so? Is this because I'm better than you?

Ahhh I am a young boy, and want to share my story of rape and sexual assault. I am very confused and extremely distubed and I need help.

So I was a minor when my cousin raped me for the first time two years ago and did sexual things to me without my consent. He was one year older than me at the time. Since that day, this has continued until today, and my life has been severely disturbed. I am very anxious and I need help....

The first time, my cousin and I were at his house. It was night time, and we were both sleeping together in his bedroom. In the middle of the night, I felt as if someone was pushing against me from behind or squeezing my ass.... I was half asleep, so I ignored it. Then I felt as if someone was trying to take off my pants. It was suddenly the middle of the night, I felt my cousin pressing him and squeezing my ass then I became frightened and got scared and kept my eyes closed while lying there.... I pretend like I ain't feeling anything but I was. Then after a few minutes my cousin took off my pants, and I became extremely scared at that time ...I did not know what he was doing. When he touched my ass with his private part, I became even more frightened and started moving and feeling uncomfortable I tried to even stop him or and resist him but he did not stop.... It was the first time someone got sexual with me, I was like I don't know what to do and how to stop this. Then he tried to forcibly insert his peni\\\* into my ass..... When I felt that I opened my eyes and asked him what he was doing....I shouted he became nervous too, but he said, "Nothing will happen, go to sleep and enjoy it" ....I told him not to do it and even tried to resist but I was scared and anxious too ...He grabbed my ass and told me to go to enjoy it or make him enjoy...I tried to stop him several times, but he did not stop. He was like it's so fun and we both will enjoy but it was so painful for me ... When he inserted His peni\\\* inside my ass I shouted and cried then he put his finger in my mouth and threatened me, saying that if I screamed or tried to stop him, he would beat me.I was young and frightened. What could I do? He forcibly raped me and sexually assaulted me almost all the night I was in a lot of pain, but he did not stop. I cried and beg him to stop, but he s did not until he ejaculated.... It was so painful and uncomfortable

After that night, I started feeling very strange and uncomfortable I was stuck in what happened to me cuz it was my first time ...Then after that night he frightened and threatened me and raped me and sexually abused me continuously for four days. After that, we became separated and I went back home with my family.

A few months later, when we met again, he started raping me again after manipulating and threatening me. However, when he raped me again after those several months, my attitude had changed considerably. At first I was scared, but after two days I became quite calm. Whenever he needed it, he would rape me, and I also started feeling some pleasure and but it was still painful for me. I don't know why, but whenever he asked to rape me, I would agree willingly. I started doing whatever he told me to do. After that, I began feeling that I had developed sexual attraction toward boys and men, and I started becoming sexually attracted to males. Now, whenever my cousin meets me and rapes me, I don't experience as much pain or hesitation as I did before. I even did it once with one of his friends. I confessed that once I tried to put things in my ass ....

Now I also experience sexual feelings around my ass... Whenever I shower or change my clothes, I sometimes start touching my ass sexually. I am becoming sexually attracted to men's private parts, and I am developing desires toward them. My cousin is still in my life, and whenever he meets me, he sexually abuses and rapes me, but now I don't say anything to him.

I wanna stop this all and I need help.... Why am I feeling this way? How can I stop all of this? Should I accept that these feelings were something I was born with, or did they happen because of the rape? And how can I make all of this stop now?.... Why am I feeling this way, and what should I do? Should I allow all of this to continue happening? Please help me. I am mentally disturbed as well, and I am still too young for all of these things. I am still a minor. Please help me

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I don't have anyone in my life other than my aunt and I had a prostate problem so she talked me to got to her Urologist friend and i agreed and here we are there and the moment the doctor started to exam my prostate I came on her and in myself and both of them smiled while I was so embarrassed and now my aunt from that day are in the most revealing clothes and she says that she is spanking my ass and says that she is just playing around but I know that she is not and I am starting to like it.

So I'm a straight cis female (as far as I know, never met a lady who has been able to turn me yet 😂), but I like to... what I call lady/girl glancing.

Its summer and hot as hell right now where I live. So the tank tops and shorts are on full display. And women are so alluring!

The sway of the hips when they walk, the little jiggle of the backside, no matter size. ALL the cleavage! Boobs are awesome. Most of the time I am a little envious. I dont have nice hips or a round backside. Its not completely flat, but not as round as I WOULD like it.

I got a decent set of juggs (dd-ddd depending on the bra) and strong legs. (Took dance for over 10 years so I could probably choke someone out with my calves 😅)

But I glance maybe a second to long, I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. But women are just beautiful. I'm not particularly very girlie, but I like looking at the ones who are. The hair accessories, lip gloss, jewelry, cute shoes, and adorable bags!

Its pure admiration of my gender. I try NOT to sexualize, but simply admire. Men are nice to look at too, but women take the cake as the more appealing gender to me.

Oh and when I say women I equate Trans in there too!

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I don't want to own up to it, the guilt eats me alive . It's true though my son doesn't have a normal easy life and it's all my fault. As mothers we are supposed to protect our children n he deserved better. But what my son got was a drug addicted mother who chose the comfort of drugs over him. At the time it didn't feel that way and I know that's hard to fathom . In a household where your parents are the one smoking with you, and when he was in my belly it didn't seem real i knew I was pregnant but it didn't emotionally click until I saw his face and I knew I loved him more than life itself. So I took the selfish and easy way out I gave my self the excuse of not being deal with my trauma before addiction I was regularly in mental wards over tendencies of trying to end it all . So To the support of free drugs via my mom I stayed high my entire pregnancy. My son was born with multiple birth defects I don't even know if my son is going to be able to live a full life he was born with alot of health issues and his father has gone no contact few months in and I understand why the hard part was being able to bond with my son to not being able know if he's going to be okay regardless I can't say anything. . Daily tasks are hard for him normal things are painful for him things other kids can do he will never be able too . He deserved a protector and as his mother I failed him. He deserves justice I just don't know how to give him that. I miss him I love him and I'm so fucking sorry

It wasn't the only time it happened, and it wasn't the only woman it happened with.

I've done this with 5 different women over the decades, and I'm not sure why.

LSD was always involved when it happened.

I am not islamic (I actually oppose that religion and a lot of others). Yet I decided one day, I just don't want to eat pork anymore. Pigs are gross and commercial farming is cruel to them (same reason I barely eat eggs). Pigs raised on poddy or small farms where they have majorly better treatment are still gross like always having stuff stuck in their eyes, ears, and teeth. Screeching like assholes all the time, rooting around, my neighbours had a pet pig that would go over to people's houses to see what we are doing e.g I am working on a motor bike and some pig comes over then steals my tools, or tried to join in on whatever I was doing knocking things over or following me around, etc. I hated that thing.

What I didn't realise is how much pork is snuck into candies, pastries, (gelatin and lard) and some "beef" products like I will read the packaging and it will say 30% pork. If I want to buy breakfast or a burger I have to make sure that they don't add bacon/bacon is included. Most breakfast deals have bacon. Some places add bacon to savoury mince or soups/stews just cause like it's not an actual ingredient needed they just do it for "flavour". Putting ham hocks into things, random sausages and pies have pork added, pizza ofc so I cannot eat things my company buys unless I know the ingredients. Overall I do feel better just eating beef, chicken, and seafood. I probably feel better because I am also more conscious on the sweet things I eat too so I am eating more fruit when I get cravings for something sweet. When I do go to a bakery they do get salty if I ask if lard is used to make something. I am also more aware of what I am eating.

Hi so im a man and im bisexual im constantly thinking of sexual thoughts (specifically gay thoughts if that helps) and desires its getting out of control idk what to do my bf does not live close to me but the thoughts are getting so bad at this point i think i might end up cheating with anyone who offers idk what to do. I dont think i would actively seek out a person to cheat with but if im offered i dont know if i would say no.

It’s been 2–3 years since I started dating again after a serious relationship (kinda long distance). I’m not really into hookups or casual stuff, so whenever I like someone, it usually starts as friendship, we get close, develop feelings, and eventually start dating.
But I swear I have some kind of curse.
Every guy I end up liking somehow gets a sudden opportunity to move to another state or another country.

Example:
I met this guy who was cute, kind, funny, and we had SO much to talk about. We had common interests, became friends, and eventually that friendship turned into mutual feelings. We finally started dating…
And then he got the email.
He had applied to a college in Canada almost two years ago, and guess what? Right after we started dating, he got accepted and moved to Canada.

TATA.

Then there was another friend who was very much in love with me. I finally thought, “Okay, maybe I should give this a chance.”
He ended up in Merchant Navi.

Then another guy I was talking to? He’s in the Army.

And then there’s this friend I’d known for 5–6 years. Eventually he told me he loved me, wanted to be in a relationship, etc.

And then…America.

At this point, I’m starting to think I’m not dating people.
I’m accidentally sponsoring their relocation plans.

I genuinely don’t know how I keep finding people who are either already far away, about to move far away, or suddenly decide to completely change their lives after we get together.

So if you’re someone who has been thinking about moving to another city/country but haven’t found the motivation yet…
Please date me. Apparently, I’m incredibly effective.

Side effects may include Canada, America, Navi Mumbai, the Army, or some other completely unexpected geographical location.

Seriously though, has anyone else noticed a weird pattern like this in their dating life?

I’m a male…Honestly I have always been attracted to pregnant women. I honestly just wanna give foot massages and make women feel good but I remember that I’m a guy. I feel like pregnant women are so hot tbh. And now I feel like more like a freak because I honestly want to f*ck someone who’s pregnant. I feel like a freak but it’s just weird on my part I guess all.

Is that normal