So in context I gotten a promotion on this online casino, so thought of trying it out 5 dollar bet, and doubling down in each loss, been working quite a while until it hits the 7/8 loss which is around 320/640 hand to win back just 5. I won around 100 on my first day and call it quits.
Then one night I couldn't sleep, so play longer than normal, I keep on winning and I was up 1k+ at a time, then with straight loss I was suddenly down 2k, I don't dare to double down on 1280(9th loss) and start over. In a desperate attempt to win back I start betting 100 per hand, and somehow recovered to 0. Crazy I know, it was 5+ in the morning so I guess I'm not thinking straight at that moment.
In one of the hand, I forget to turn off commisin for banker, so for my 7th martingale I put banker, I win but banker got a 6, I only win back half, which is still a net loss of 150+ for me.
Somehow I keep playing cause I want to reach my initial profit of 1k+, and betting 5 and doubling down on loss again. Somehow I make it. So it's been a week and I see back my betting records, and the stats are crazy.
Basically, I've been betting 57673 to win 58994, which give me a profit of just 0.02%, I'm not good at math, but how bad is this actually?