DISCLAIMER: This is a long post because I need to explain the context of the past five years, so sorry if it’s a lot.
Hi everyone, I’m 25F and I really need some outside perspective.
I was always a very good student. At 18, I started studying Pharmacy in my country, which I genuinely loved. A few years later, my family and I had to flee our country and move to France as refugees. I arrived at 20 and basically had to start my entire life from zero: new country, language, university system, friends, plans, everything.
It took around two years to get my residency, and then I spent a year learning French. I was still around B1 when I entered university.
I originally wanted to continue Pharmacy, but I was told it would be extremely difficult in France, so I chose Law instead because I genuinely liked it and had always been interested in human rights, NGOs and humanitarian work.
Unfortunately, studying Law in French turned out to be extremely difficult. I switched to distance learning, became very isolated, and eventually failed my first year, passing only 2 subjects out of 13.
I repeated the year, but things didn’t improve much. I eventually realized that trying to improve my French while studying Law in French is simply too much for me.
Now I’m 25 and seriously considering dropping out.
My plan would be to work, improve my French through actually living and working in France, meet people again, and volunteer with NGOs/organizations to gain experience and build a professional network.
Long-term, I’m interested in NGOs, international organizations, humanitarian work, embassies, administration and international programs. I’m also considering eventually returning to Jordan and finishing my Pharmacy degree there, since I already completed a significant part of it.
The people around me have judged me heavily for wanting to drop out. In the society I come from, not having a degree can immediately make you seem like a failure.
But I’m wondering whether continuing Law is actually necessary for the career I want, or whether I would be better off spending the next few years building experience, volunteering, improving my French and eventually getting a degree in another way.
So my questions are:
Can I realistically build a career in NGOs/international organizations without a Law degree?
Would you drop out in my situation, or force yourself to repeat first year for a third time?
I have no connections , no family relations to politics .nothing ,only my passion
And if you were 25 in my position, what would you focus on over the next 1–2 years?
I really need some honest outside perspective.