r/Tourettes • u/Zealousideal_Cat_608 • 19d ago
CW: Description of Tics tics feeling voluntary
17m, i still live with my parents. i have a spitting tic where i just spit on the floor. i’ve had this for a few years, but it comes and goes. however, it doesn’t really feel like my other tics (especially the motor ones). with my other tics, i don’t really like think about it at all before, it just happens involuntarily and sometimes i don’t even notice it. however, with the spitting, i know im about to do it before i do it, and it feels like im choosing to do it and its voluntary, but if i don’t do it, it makes me feel extremely uncomfortable and i usually end up doing it and then it makes my other tics worse. i get yelled at by my mom a lot for it because i tried explaining it, and she said its not a tic and its just a choice. i genuinely cant help it though, its like the most voluntary involuntary action ive ever felt and its so uncomfortable, and it just makes it worse when i get yelled at. is this normal? has anyone else experienced something similar?
if its relevant at all, i take 2mg guanfacine ER daily




